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why am i still alive

Posted by Stephanie at May 2, 2012
Tags: Attitude  Loneliness  2012 May

i just turnd 18, all i want to do is die. i hate my life, i hate my family. my family is more concernd with themseles n dont notice i do drugs to stop feelin hurt.

ive lost all my friends becuase they dont want to hang around me on drugs.. bt my homelife is soo stressful i jst cnt quit or cope. i dont care if i dont wakeup tmrw. i have no friends, no soulmate, and ima lesbian who is too scared to tel anyone

i feel alone trapped stuck lost like nobody else can hear me screamin . i scared im jst crazy n need to run away


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By Cursed at 03,May,12 11:44

Dear Stephanie-
I bet if you talked to your folks, and told them how terrible you're feeling, they would be there for you- Yes, sometimes when you're a parent, one is not always "in-tune" with how your children are really feeling. They are busy working and putting food on the table, a roof over your head, and generally dealing with all the B.S. in life. Please try to communicate with them. They are probably not aware of your depression? Most certainly, please try to kick the drugs! They are not helping. Alcohol is especially toxic- as it is a depressant. SO if you're feeling bad, it only makes it worse...
Lastly, look into finding a therapist. They are professionals and can give you the tools to cope with whatever. Whatever is getting you down, they can point out ways to overcome just about anything...
But the most important advice that I can tell you- is don't give up on your family. In the end- they're all you really have....
Good luck sweetie-
Stay strong!
Your friend-
Cursed


By at 03,May,12 14:35

I think your only problem is drugs... You think friends and family hate you on drugs, but the truth is they only care, cuz I have a friend who is a little similar to your case( except he isn't a lesbian ofc, but he likes women :D).
Anyways, the drugs fucked up his life, his parents are constantly yelling at him and fighting and vice versa ofcourse, he lost contact with his good friends and only hangs out with the other rich, spoiled, motherfucking brats who do drugs with him (I'm the only ''sober friend'' he's got cuz I'm his first childhood friend) and ofcourse he dropped out of college and his future is uncertain...
AND I know he is one of the kindest people I've ever met but none of us like to see him high as fuck... he's not the same guy we knew and loved...
Piece of advice , fuck the drugs and get your shit together cuz drugs just give you a fake happy moment in life since you can't think of any shitty thing going on with your life... cuz you're too high ofcourse. Nothing good in life comes easy, you have to work HARD for it.
As for the lesbian thing, I'm sry I have no fucking clue :D
I'm a straight dude, but I would love to have a lesbian friend :D. It's like you're hanging out with a normal dude who thinks the same way ( about women ofc xD), but it's not a dude, it's a girl!!! Ehh.... It's a guy thing...
I know that wasn't useful, just keep trying to find friends, sooner or later you will succeed if you try hard enough :D


By anonymous at 03,May,12 19:33

Get more into marijuana. It will relax you a lot.


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