Love? Hate? Life?
Who the fuck knows.. really. Like think about it, You're born, you grow up, you learn, you hurt, you smile, you laugh, you sigh, you live, you learn and then you die. WOW! Einstien aint got shit on me. lol (Is that how his names spelt?) Argh fuck it. Whatever. Back to my point, or should i say where im getting to. Basically sweethearts LIFE is a fucking CUNT and so are half the people in the world,ok, maybe three thirds of people in the world. ONLY leaving a cool quarter of those that are at least half decent. So really as cliche as this may sound, i think really what we need to do as "hurting people" (for those of us who are) is to try and be positive. Look at the brighter sides of things. i.e. you say your a loner, well what have you learnt in your time/s or being alone hun? About yourself and/or people? Life? Take that and use it positively. Breed something beautiful sweethearts instead of something ugly stemed from a place of hurt, hate, anger, frustration, pain, shame, lack of whatever, etc etc. Yeah i know "easier said than done". BUT i REALLY believe in this way of self counselling. I hurt too, just as bad, just as stronger. But im STILL fucking here as much as i hate that. But hey, here i am. I suppose after faillng on two occasions in over doses and because i dont have the guts to blow my brains out or jump off a cliff, etc etc. I gave up on the notion of killing myself. And therefore thought well, when its my time its my time. So until then i will atleast try to enjoy/make the most of this god forsaken life that i have.
But let me tell you, its a sad thing cause what ive learnt in my years of all these fuckerys ive been through and now, ive come to the conclsion that its not "LIFE" but people that make and impact on others lifes, either good or bad. Its just a shame that its always usually the latter.....BAD!!!
Its like a vicious circle, they hut me im gonna hurt them and anyone else who trys to fuck with me or even as much as dares to look at me in a way i'm unhappy with. ESPECIALLY while i'm in this mood. You understand? So somehow we NEED to break this cycle. Somehow.
Whoever reads this i hope ive shared something with you and you can take from it what you may, but PLEASE what i hope that you get from all this ive wrote (i hope ive conveyed it well) is the fact that you are just as PRECIOUS as thouse you may envy for whatever reason, i.e. they have more money than me, she/he's more talented, pretty, good looking than me.... etc etc. DONT!!!! Cause YOU REALLY ARE. You are unique and beautiful, and im sure talented in one way or another. So what if your not academically savvy, im sure you make up for that in another way. So what if they dont like you, when your being true to yourself, im sure that's a group of people that would love to have you as their friend. See . So PLEASE DONT GIVE UP. ITS SO NOT WORTH IT. MAKE THE MOST OF WHAT YOU'VE GOT, LIVE YOUR LIVE AND BE HAPPY. Oh and if there's a certain person or people around you that you know are no good for you cut them off, family included. They are always the hardest, cause you'd think they would be the ones to have your back, when in actually reality, they are the ones doing, you more harm then good. Sad, but true. BUT what we must try to ALWAYS remember is taht material things do not make the person. Its their Heart that does. So stay STRONG sweetheart. You will be alright. All my LOVE to you from me..... (I wrote this for someone/anyone, and i in some ways inadvertently was also speaking to myself) WOW!!! ^Note duly taken*
Ghost xo | |
Oh and midgets and jamrag and god save the queer queen.
(seriously where is mercy, it's been a day a nod a half sice he posted)
a half and a quarter = three fourths = 1/2 + 1/4 = 3/4 = 75%
three thirds = 3 * (1/3) = 1 = 100%
How old da fuck are you??? SERIOUSLY???
You have no right to complain if you are that dumb...
Even a fifth grader is smarter than you xD
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