LIFE SUCKS

To much weight to carry on my shoulders

My life fucking mucks because I'm 28 years old, in way to much debt, and god would rather watch me suffer than give me a little help. My life fucking sucks because I have NO friends and no life. Nothing ever goes right in my life. At 16 years old I was in a 4-wheeler wreck and in a comma for 3 months lost all memory and ability to remember my childhood. Had to learn to walk talk and write and read all over agin. My life fucking sucks because I can never just be happy I'm always mad and so depressed and so many times I think about killing myself the only thing keeping me from that is my 6 year old son. My life fucking sucks because i have nothing but problems and problems. No matter how much I pray and read the bible and try t be a man of god everything just get worse. When I don't read the bible or pray things seem to be good then I try again and things go bad. My wife tells me god puts weight on our shoulders so that we fall to our knees and pray for help. Well I spend more time on my knees praying and begging for gods help and all I get I'd more weight added to me. To be completely honest here I would rather just fuckingkill myself then live in this shitty ass world with all these fucking people that think god is the answer. Well I have tried giving god a chance and that does nothing but make my
Ice even more of a hard time. "FUCK LIFE"