LIFE SUCKS

Everything gone to Hell

Last year was the best year of my life. Until I got married to a man that only wanted money and some of my best friends. My dad and mom works for a law firm and my dads a lawyer. I met this wonderful guy who I thought loved me and want it to spend the rest of his life with me. My parents told me so, they told me that he looked up to no good and might be after one thing but I was so in love I wouldn't listen, plus they said its was an age different, which I'm 22 and he's 34. Anyway, so we went on and got married and stay happily for at least 10 months until I came home and found him and my bestest friend on the living room floor, under a blanket and naked. I couldn't do nothing but scream at the both of them and cry like I just seem two dead bodies. So being caught in the act and couldn't explain, he then told me why he really married me, that's because my parents had money and he knew whenever they give me money, I always give to him because I was so easy to get things out of. My friend, well ex friend, she then told me as well that they both have been seeing each other for 3 months in the marriage. I could of killed the both of them. So now I have no one, hardly any friends now, I been so depressed that I tried to drink myself to death by a bottle of vodka and than tried to Chase it with pills. I been in a mental hospital and was diagnose with depression and now on meds for it. My life I had, the guy I met, my marriage, everything is gone to hell. My parents was so right, I was just so of an stupid idiot to listen, now I'm damaged forever over loss of love, I'm never trusting anyone again.