I wish I met someone I can actually talk to and enjoy. When I was little I always had fun talking with people, now I can't even talk to my parents, all they want to know is what I'm doing, they don't give a shit about what I think/feel, they never did, they want to protect their investment
People at school only care about satisfying their needs, they drop you in a minute for someone who's louder, they can't really bond with anyone, actually bonding is way too much to ask, just communicating without it being totally meaningless would be nice, for a change
I had a friend for a while, then she started work and won't talk to me anymore
I found this other girl who was very friendly and could really talk to, but she is so weak she has virtually no opinions or views of her own, she liked me a lot but I didn't want to date her so now she's dating some random psycho from school, good thing I didn't start dating her, I spared myself a lot of pain
I wish I could find an internship or some company that could train me, I have a degree but every employer wants work experience... FROM WHERE?? ...
My grandmother told me life was hard, before she died, but I didn't think it would be hard because I can't find any people to trust
Is it possible those shit years from my childhood were the best years of my life?
What a goddamn mess life is I'm gonna drink something so I don't feel anything