I'm a complete failure. I lived from house to house with my 3 year old. I can't afford to house, feed, or clothed my kid. I stay with almost everyone I knew and half of them treated me like shit because they knew I needed some place to stay. I'm out in the streets with a kid because my boyfriends which are the father of my child kicked us out, including the kid. Every since then I been living in some shelter. The people there helped me found a job until I get back on my feet. Well I end up getting a job at a fast food restaurant, got back with my boyfriend like an idiot and move back in with him again. Kept the job for 3 months and got fired because my boyfriend came to my job a lot starting fights with me. After I lost my job, he then throw me and my baby back out and that's when we start living anywhere I could lay our heads and just to eat. I stay with a friend and she started treating me any kind of way and always screamed that I needed her. She throw me out, yes, once again I'm back on the streets, this time I stayed in a abandon house for 3 weeks until someone told child welfare and they found me and took my kid. I started to think about suicide and even tried it. Now I'm living with my mom and have my kid back, but life still hard when you keep going through the same shit. My mom isn't any better from the rest, so I just tolerate anything she say or does to not go through been kicked out by anyone again. Why, why is this shit keeps happening, life for me doesn't live here anymore.