I wish I could just start over.... But i can't i am here like you writing about why my life sucks. Its silly isnt it that our lives actually suck... I am depressed. I got sexually harassed by my step dad for about 3 months and i fell like i have no friends. I only have 20 more days of school. As i write this i am crying wishing that my life could be good. Wishing that everything could go back to the way it was in 7th grade. I am 14 years old and i, Kate, feeling like killing my self. I pass this bridge everyday and wonder what would it be like just to jump off and go to where ever you go after you die. It's probably better then this piece of ****. Like i said before I was sexually harassed, like touched in places, woke up with my step dad it my bed, got used, abused and now I don't know why but I just don't love him anymore. He would get naked and just make me touch his d*ck and i couldn't say no i was so afraid. I told my mom 3 months later and she forgave him after 2 months. I miss my old life. I have only 2 real friends. A girl named Erika and a boy named Anthony I love them so much and trust them with all my heart. If i didn't have them i would probably had already jumped off this bridge. I used to have a lot more friends but as time went on they became just friends. Just simple friends that I see for "helping with homework" and "hugging them if they are sad." Well I just needed to get my story out of why that bridge looks so tempting, why i feel like cutting mysef and why I hate my stupid stupid life. | |
You are in a lot of trouble kid! I don't care how much your mom loves your stepdad- HE IS A CRIMINAL. What he is doing, should totally piss your mom off, and it's ILLEGAL! STATUTORY RAPE. Anybody under 18- so this guy is looking to get his ass fried. AND IT SHOULD BE! Immediately go to your local police headquarters- whatever town you are in... They will have you fill out a police report and he will be arrested and removed from your house. You need to do this ASAP! The abuse will not stop sweetie. Your step father is sick. Very sick and needs help. You do not need to worry about him, just go to the police. Yes, it's scary, but you deserve to live in a peaceful, safe, environment! Your mother is not doing her job. So you need to do it for her-
Good luck kid-
Keep us posted!
Cursed
I have a friend who has been abused regularly by her own fuckin brother for the last 8 years...
Only you can help yourself....
Get some help from outside, go to the cops...or keep a knife with you and cut his testicles next time he merely even touches you....he's taking advantage of your fear.....don't let him.
And make new friends girl, things will be fine. Good luck.
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