Hi, I'm 29, work as a construction worker, my job required me to work 6 days a week, 9 hours a day. I had a beautiful girlfriend, who left me 3 months ago, left me for my brother. 8 months ago was all good, until I let my brother moved in with me and my girl. It all start with both of them having strong conversations while I'm out the room and when I returns they both goes in silent mode. One night we was watching a movie together, the 3 of us, I got tired close to the middle of the movie so I went to bed and left them up. Half way into sleep, I hear moans, laughter and other weird noises in the living room, and it didn't sounded like it was coming from the T.V, it sound very real, like my girlfriends voice. I walked in there, and they both jumped as if I almost caught them doing something, so I asked what's going on my brother say....nothing, you scared the shit out of us man, you know were watching this horror movies. So after that, my girlfriend finally came to bed. The next day I got ready for work, I find them both again in each others faces, didn't think nothing but told them both that I'm off to work and see them later. Lunch break, my nightmare begins. I came home on lunch break, which something I normally don't do. Had my house keys, unlock door and headed straight to my room, only to find my brother and girlfriend both sleep, nakedness, and on top of covers. I woke the both of them up, my brother and I both fighting, I went to closet for my gun and put it to his head and told him to get the fuck out my house. I told my girlfriend that I will kill her and then take myself out, she left as well. I did attempt suicide but couldnt do it. Sometimes I wish I had the courage to actually pulled that trigger.