I moved to a horrible city for my dream job, only to find out on my first day that I was being demoted to the crappiest job of all: Technical phone support. I was told that there was little to no chance of them ever promoting me, and that I'm not "manager material" so I'm pretty much stuck. Recently the head people at my job held a meeting and decided to cut out half the jobs in the IT department, so I'll probably be fired, except it took 8 months to get this job in the first place, so I'm probably screwed. I live in a crappy apartment that smells like piss no matter what I do, I drive a crappy car that's beat all to hell, and I have a crappy income that doesn't leave much for savings. My boyfriend is getting depressed and discouraged because he can't get into medical school, and I can't help him because I'm so depressed and discouraged. I'm gaining so much weight I've got stretch marks on my arms. As much as I want to stop gaining weight, stuffing myself with cheeseburgers and donuts is the only thing that makes me feel better and not want to drive my car the wrong way during rush hour. The combo of stress and hormonal birth control is making me break out in giant, incredibly painful zits. My parents and I haven't spoken in years, but they've suddenly started demanding that I go back to school because I'm such a disappointment. My sisters won't talk to me because they think that me going to school was to show them how much better I am than them (It wasn't, some people just go to college after high school, others don't). I'm buried in student loan debt that I can barely make the payments on and will be paying until I die, all so I could get the crappy job I have. So, in summary: I am a fat, pimply loser who nobody loves and is buried in debt, who spends all day getting yelled at by people who can't turn on a computer, and I will probably be stuck like this for the rest of my life. I'm tempted to tell my boyfriend to get out while he still can.