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Posted by anonymous at May 12, 2012
Tags: Anxiety  2012 May

I can't live with this anxiety any more. Everyday I feel the pressure and I can't function. There are good days when I get motivation(the longest period it lasted was about half a day) where I live in an illusion that everything will be okay. Everything will not be okay since just thinking it will and not doing anything will not make things better. I feel life is slowly letting go of me. And maybe one day I will snap and and it all. This society and everything. How can I function? I won't be telling you the story of my life. It's not even worth it. I am not worth it. And this anxiety will be the end of me. Why can't I just be normal? Function normal? Why am I like this? Nobody can love me because I don't love myself. I just feel lifeless and numb but at the same time my legs shake and I worry and everything is confusing. I don't think I'm crazy. I can't even get help. I hate this society and myself for not being strong.


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By Paranoid at 12,May,12 07:59

Anxiety disorder is a problem that can be entirely overcome. Therapy is the solution. Please seek help from a psycholoigist it can help you, thought it may be really long.

By Cursed at 12,May,12 10:48

Somedays I feel just like you- check into some meds. Don't smoke weed- it will make things worse.

By anonymous at 12,May,12 16:22

Therapy never works. Try cocaine, it makes you really happy. The problem is it's addicting and after using it you 'crash'. Try shooting yourself you faggot, the world would be a better place you mentally weak cunt. And no one loves you because you're just plain fucking ugly. Put a bullet in your head you fucking bitch, just fucking do it, please the world will be much better.
By anonymous at 12,May,12 16:49

you are clearly just projecting your own pathetic self onto others.
By anonymous at 12,May,12 16:58 Fold Up

People have problems because of certain things. Anxiety is one of them. I feel sorry for you. I REALLY feel sorry for you. Because of certain reasons you go and troll people because of well problems you have with yourself, insecurities, complex. Heck you probably feel good about yourself after putting down others. Which is not a good thing but hey who know what your life is all about since you keep doing these kinds of things. I really don't think people are evil it's just that they don't really think with their heads.
I may not have a strong will, but I'm not saying I never will. And I plan on fighting for myself. Sometimes it gets really hard and you just have to let it out of your system, mine was this site. Which really helps me to see that I am not alone. Anxiety for me is psychological, trying to cope with everything but it becomes stressful, but that's life. Deal with it. As for therapy, I don't believe in it, since I think they only want your money and want you on pills(not everybody is like that but still..). And that just isn't my thing. Pills don't work. Weed, hell no. Nothing is that bad, it could be worse, but it gets pretty low sometimes and people need to let it out and complain. People are social creatures and need attention. So sue me for craving it, here. I really hope you feel better about yourself after this, and you should really change that hateful attitude if you want to enjoy life. Hell, I know I'm contradictory right now. I'm a work in progress but at least I'm not mean to people. All the best my friend. And thank you everybody else for your advice.
By anonymous at 12,May,12 17:05

I tried therapy for anxiety. It worked, it's gone. So go ahead and seek help.
By anonymous at 12,May,12 17:12

Maybe I will you know, I'm open for it but it's hard to find someone who really wants to help you instead of trying to get you to buy meds? But maybe I need them? Oh well. We'll see. Thank you!
By anonymous at 12,May,12 17:29

I'm not talking about meds. Don't take any. Just talk to your porfessional about your fears and they will gradually go away

By anonymous at 12,May,12 22:21

I wouldn't take anyone's advice. you are unique, and anyone give you advice based on their own experience, is misguided. be who you are and don't fear it.

By anonymous at 12,May,12 23:05

That dude who posted the first comment... lol, he should probably go to therapy. I think he's just angry at the world and doesn't know how to work.

Here's one thing I've discovered - the only truths in the world are these; death, taxes, and the idea that hard work pays off.

Learn to work, and you'll learn to survive. Let yourself fall, and the only one you can truly hate is yourself. Work hard, and become better than the society. Then hate it with all of your heart. Hate it and smile, because it is jealous of you.

Think happy thoughts, and you can fly.
By anonymous at 13,May,12 06:52

Wrong :)

Anxiety is a disorder, and it can be coped with therapy.
By anonymous at 13,May,12 07:00 Fold Up

Were you talking about first or third comment ?

By anonymous at 12,May,12 23:09

^Third comment, dude.

By anonymous at 13,May,12 02:02


By Curiosity at 13,May,12 04:43

I just want to tell you that life sucks in general. It's not only your life that's miserable. Life in general is just a big bullshit. It's just the way it is. You either accept that this shitty life of ours sucks, or you'll search forever a dream that's not real: a happy life.

excuse my english, if there are mistakes

By Soledad at 27,Nov,12 15:34

Thanks Deborah! The external drive is by WD. I think that sdtnas for Western Digital. I don't think its something that happens often. I hope anyway. I did buy another by the same company. How FUN that you bought a Mac!

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