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I'm just so fuckin' depressed...

Posted by shady at May 12, 2012
Tags: Juvenile problems  Loneliness  2012 May

To start things off, I'm a Shady (I don't mean Eminem, just Shady. Shady is a name for lonely, shy........person).
Here's a short description of me: I'm 16, good looking guy, good at sports, not a nerd, very smart, good person, shady

My parents think that I have a great life and a lot of friends...but I'm just acting so they don't have to worry about me.
I'm always on my own.
At school, people are making fun of me and calling me freak, fool and I don't even know why !
I never had a girlfriend. I have never been loved. I have never been hugged. Never. I have never been looked in the eye and told from the heart that I matter. Every girl I ever loved hated me for no reason. I just can't stand the fact that I'm single...

Nobody cares about me exept my family. Nobody knows that I'm cold and depressed.

I don't have to go further 'couse I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description. I hope that all of you shadys out there get a better life. Bye...

Sorry if my English is bad...


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By anonymous at 13,May,12 08:31

dont feel alone , do something nice for some one , dont wallow in this it can kill ya, pray to God he will help you and direct your path, read some good books, on being happy, Im so lonley i could scream, but you have to survive, Gods mercy to u.


By ur fine at 13,May,12 12:09

You're 16 give yourself some slack. So you're more introverted, so what? You're good looking, smart and a good athlete too. Stay away from the macho losers if you can. You got it going on. Stay in the path of education. In the future your employees will be the macho baby boys, who goofed on you. Remember, the chicks like you a lot. You may not notice it. but they do. You will mature in the future, you're a good kid. Talk to a trusted adult, if you need help. Good luck.


By Cursed at 13,May,12 15:38

Dear friend-
I happen to love nerds. Without nerds and weird people running about, the world would be one big, fat, boring place. Can you imagine? Nerds rule! Freaks rule! AND- you at least have family. Embrace that! SO, so, many people's post's that I have read on here- tragic. THEY HAVE NOBODY. They have husbands/girlfriends that cheat, beat, and exploit them. They have no parents. Or if they do- the parents beat, abuse, and misuse them. So, in reality, I know you're sad, but please be grateful. Because YOU have ALOT more than SOME!
Be strong- GEEKS RULE!
Cursed


By sk48 at 13,May,12 23:57

I understand where you are coming from but it could be worse. I have fallen hard for two girls in my 17 year old life. One of them cheated, mentally abused me, and gets involved with any girl I talk with. The other is one of my best friends. She only sees me as that a friend. She is currently dating, and is engaged, with someone else. I see her every day and talk to her a lot. What kills me the most is seeing this other guy being able to touch her and kiss her as I sit and watch. Me and her are natural flirts so everyone at school is starting to think that we are dating, which would go really badly with this other guy. She told me last week that she did feel something for me but she said it wasn't love, well at least she doesn't think it is love. So she gives my hope when I am starting to see there is very little to no. I try to move on but every time I do that bitch, the first girl, comes and messes it up for me. Sorry for complaining on your post.
By shady at 14,May,12 00:57

Your situation is pretty bad too.

Girls are one of many reaseons why I'm depressed.
I don't know why I even love one girl in my school, I just love her. But I'm MORE depressed 'couse I've never been loved back :(
By anonymous at 14,May,12 05:01 Fold Up

I fell in love with my best friend too a while back ago except she wasn't with anybody and now shes gone. I wish I had told her but I was afraid that she wouldn't feel the same way. I say go for it man and try, you don't want to be like me and dream about what could have been.


By Shady Too at 23,May,12 05:57

I am so sorry Shady - I know exactly how you feel. I was the same way as a teen - teens are mean spirited. i couldnt get a good date if I tried because they all sat around judging eachother and paranoid about what everybody else thought too at the same time.

I am going through a divorce now as an adult and it is very very hard. But I can say that once you connect with yourself and do things with more positive people - say like volunteer at a senior center or mentally handicapped center - you will feel great about yourself and very loved - those people are lonely in there and so loving - you will find encouragement

I am sending you a big BIG HUG right now


By anonymous at 23,Jun,12 13:07

I'm nearly 19 in the same situation and it hasn't changed yet.


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