I got married last August and before the wedding my fiance would call me up and we would have phone sex, when i was at his house we would fool around, but never has sex because he wanted to wait til we were married. Well, we got married and on our wedding night didnt even have sex. We have it maybe once a month, if i am lucky, and even then its always forced and there are times he doesnt even cum. I keep asking if its me, if there is something else i can do, or should do, but he blames a lack of testosterone. I feel ugly, unwanted, and just plain stupid. I wanted a marriage, but all i get is to sleep in bed next to someone who wont even touch me.... | |
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