LIFE SUCKS

never became a beutiful swan

when i was a child i was cute and people would tell me how handsome i was. then after puberty i became ugly as hell and was bullied. now im 21 and im just dull average looking but not ugly. i believed in my horrible teen years i would become attractive as a young adult and score with the ladies but it never happened. never became a beutiful swan. im thinking of suicide. people like me dont deserve to live. im sick of women in public not looking at me. no woman wants an average joe like me. women like stuck up guys with confidence and dont like nice guys like me. i do alot of charity work and i love to help out people but women only go for bad boys. i really do think i should kill myself. i know my family would be sad and be miserable for the rest of there lives but thats just the way it is. i will be happy after i die.