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Posted by anonymous at May 19, 2012
Tags: Failure  2012 May

I'm a 19 year old college student living in a shit hole house with my shameless, lazy, cigarette smoking, welfare collecting mother, my sister, and their shedding, shitting, and pissing machines they call cats. My parents have been divorced for years; I haven't spoken to my father in over 6 months because he's a megalomaniacal, one track minded asshole. I don't even bother trying to contact him anymore.

I work a shit minimum wage job with people I care about but can't get close to, because I come off as an over-intelligent, pompous asshole when I'm really just trying to be insightful and friendly. I'm also in love with one of my co-workers; I've told her how I feel and she just wants to stay friends. Despite this, I can't seem to accept it and fucking move on.

I feel like a fucking outcast because of the way I think.
I constantly have to bring myself down to the thought level of a child just to communicate with possible friends and girlfriends.
I get turned down for high paying jobs I qualify for because of my age.
I feel that my opinion doesn't matter to anyone.
I'm the best at everything I do, but too humble to show off.
I'm fucking sick of competing in this god forsaken money rat race.
I want to try and better the world before I die, but I'm conflicted with my conditioned hatred for my own species.

And aside from this little post, I never bitch to anyone. I keep this shit inside because I like playing the part of the all-accepting, ever-loving, good guy of my circle. Everyone can just suck my dick. I'm a fucking closet misanthrope who just wants to have one thing in his life go the way he wants it. But alas, even when I forcefully take the things I want, they just blow up in my face.

Fuck the world.


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By anonymous at 19,May,12 14:07

You sound so much like me.


By anonymous at 19,May,12 20:42

You are sooooo young of course it sucks now but damn you got a lotta time to get past the bs


By anonymous at 19,May,12 20:55

Kid, cry me a teenage river.
By anonymous at 21,May,12 05:49

I have to say, I'm totally sick of seeing people say these things to posters here, just because they're below the age of 25. They're still "a kid", "wet behind the ears", "green" or whatever. When a person is in pain, they're in pain. It doesn't matter how young or old they are.

This is more or less what he's talking about, people not taking him seriously because of his age. Just because you wish you were young again, it's no reason to take it out on people who actually are. It's nothing to be envious about, being young is fucking difficult. You wouldn't want it, trust me, not these days.
By anonymous at 01,Aug,12 19:09 Fold Up

go fuck yourself you piece of shit.


By Cursed at 20,May,12 16:35

Dear Conflicted 19 year old:
I read your cards, this is what they said:
1. Past: DISSILLUSION: Eight of Swords- fruitless conflict, embarrassment, false beliefs, spriritual pollution, retribution for unkindness.
2. Present: CHARITY (reversed)- Six of Pentacles- this card means Watch Your Spending. Watch your Debt. Watch out for unethical behavior of others or they will cause you injury.
3. Future: AVARICE- Four of Pentacles: A fear of losing that which is familiar, fears of poverty which impel you to be grasping and materilistic. You need to watch yourself, as from reading your cards, you are in a dangerous spot. In your future, you could become extremely defensive, and materially and emotionally fearful of opening up and trusting people...
The cards explained your troubling past, your cautious present, and your uncertain future. Take the reading for what it's worth-
Cursed


By anonymous at 21,May,12 06:24

Whatever you do, always remember it is more important to be creative than smart in the world.
By Cursed at 21,May,12 13:11

True


By anonymous at 29,Jul,12 15:20

Yes fuck the world. The reason the world is fucked up is because the Devil is ruling it. I dont care about the world and I dont care about the Devil and I dont care about people in general.


By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 19:50

And I dont care about you fucking trolls who have harassed me on this website. FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.


By anonymous at 08,Nov,12 05:29

lol i posted this quite some time ago already. ive mellowed out, and the comments kidna made me smile. yes even that one about crying a river. thanks for taking pity on me. :p


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