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I Dont Understand

Posted by why? at May 23, 2012
Tags: Juvenile problems  2012 May

I am a young boy at the age of 11 and i already feel the need to die. My mom tries to help me (or at least that what she says) but only makes it worse. School is very challenging for me. I feel very UN-intelligent and, well, just sad. I cry every night, always sin have expectations that are asking for to much. I love my parents, they really are just trying to help, and i understand that, but all they do is tell me what i did wrong, never what i did right. Am i alone on this, or do other people fell similar too. I have made friends with ease, and they like me, i like them, but i fell the need to constantly play with them and things like that. They are also very smart, i mean VERY smart, and they expect me to be naturally gifted with some super smart drug or something. My parents cant help, i just feel depressed, i LOVE playing electronics, just because it makes me feel happy, but my parents always say YOUR LIFE IS A MESS or YOU WILL BECOME NOTHING! I know they don't mean it, or at least i hope they don't. this is really minor and i understand that, but i feel more comfortable telling people like you who don't know me rather than telling adults or relatives and friends. Any help. No suicide because i do not want to go to hell, not burn for eternity, but i feel i will go there either way.. :(


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By anonymous at 24,May,12 09:40

Dude, there is no hell... there is no God... there are no angles... Do some research on the topic. If there were god, all people would have been born smart (you as well), babies wouldn't die of cancer at 6 months old, and all would be loving towards each other.

I can't tell you what to believe, you decide for yourself if there is a God or not.

Secondly, the fact that you are young and are seeking help is evidence enough that you have a glimpse of awareness within you. My advice, see of you have any musical talent. If there is an instrument in your house, ask to get lessons. Do nothing except practice music. Screw school and the soulless, lifeless, idiotic, robotic beings that inhabit that place. You may find joy out of this miserable existence.

Stay strong.
By Cursed at 24,May,12 09:56

I disagree- about GOD. In fact, GOD could be an alien. In fact we all could be aliens- maybe that is why we act like robots?
By anonymous at 24,May,12 19:05

Well even if you don't, how did we get here in the fist place.
By Cursed at 24,May,12 19:23

We really came from Mars. Bacteria found it's way into our seas- life evolved... But there is no end to the Universe. So, how can we be so pretentious to think that "we" as humans are the only "being's" out there? Perhaps "GOD" is an alien?

By anonymous at 24,May,12 19:05

DUDE he's 11

By anonymous at 24,May,12 19:12

Shoot yourself, nobody cares about you dick
By Cursed at 24,May,12 19:26

Awww, come on now! That's no way to talk to an eleven year old! Shame on you!

By anonymous at 24,May,12 19:13

go read my thing its called "why" exactly the way it's spelled or i will kill you

By knowledge of life at 24,May,12 21:57

Dude you guys are such assholes and first of all rhe punk at the top saying there is no god fuck you assclown god is what gives people like us hope so no one wants to hear your bs on science proving god isnt there so fuck off plus this kid dont know how screwed he is life sucks plain and simple look kid your just gonna have to get through it like the rest of us
By the author at 24,May,12 23:35

Got it, but a little late

By anonymous at 24,May,12 23:55

you are only 11 for god sake.
my 12 years old son still think and behave like a baby.
you said you cry every night because of the pressure.
any 11 years old should not be depressed. Your parents are not doing their job.
By anonymous at 25,May,12 00:03

nah i am just not letting them know what is going on, because I dont want them do get dissapointed or overly worrie, which would relult in something much much worse

By anonymous at 25,May,12 16:44

My heart goes out to you stranger. You are not alone, I'm here, were all here. I'm not sure what above posts are saying about God alien thing, but I know from experience, God and Jesus help love and save. Jesus is the good Shepard. If only one sheep of his flock is hopelessly lost, he will seek it out, no matter how pointless it seems. Your only eleven too! Live your life! Just trust me. Depression is like a fever. It gets worse before it gets better, your gonna be ok. As for sin and fear of Hell and stuff like that,, it's not too late. As long as you live there is still hope. Although it s very simple to be comforted about chances of winding up in Hell. 3:16. For God gave his one and only son, not to condemn the world, but that through him th world may be saved. There is no sin tht cannot be forgiven. Nothing can take your salvation from you either. Be blessed stranger. There are millions and billions of people who love you without even knowing you. Live love and be joyful! There is nothing wrong with you!

By Coach at 26,May,12 11:42

Join the Little League and play baseball.

By anonymous at 27,May,12 10:45

Sweetheart, my heart really goes out to you. You are only 11 and already dealing with so much. As you said your parents probably mean well, but they need to know they are hurting you. Do your best to focus on school, having fun, and being young and don't worry about living up to everyone else's expectations. You are unique and amazing, please don't ever forget that!

By anonymous at 28,May,12 00:02

You want live pass 12

By anonymous at 02,Jun,12 09:12

ooo im a girl and im 13

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 21:09

And my final comment to all you fucking pieces of puke who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 07,Jun,13 20:22

I know how you feel. I'm lonely too. My parents are always out of the house, I'm working at a camp, and there's no one who's my age. I was thinking about committing suicide, but a peer of mine talked me out of it. You'll make it through, I haven't yet, but I'm half way there, you can make it!

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