I been with my guy for 8 years. I have more or less supported the household the entire time we have been together. He has been in and out of jobs and when he is employed spends his money on god knows what...well now I know what. A few years ago he admitted to cocaine use, shoud have seen the writing on the wall. The mood swings, erratic behaviour, verbal abuse. I should have left but I'm such a door mat. He promised to change and was actually doing well, thea few days ago admitted he was using again. I am such a doormat. I gave an ultimatum, but I'm such a spineless pushover, he will probably continue to mooch off me and do what he likes for as long as I let him. Now I just distract myself with hobbies and try to have a life otherwise, but I know my life could be so much betterthan this. | |
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