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Posted by EhhYourRegularNobody at May 27, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 May

Life is just a continual struggle for me.. its not even particularly my life. Its the fact that I have to be me. I completely and utterly despise myself. Everything about me. Its like I'm never good enough. My mother completely despises my father, and I'm the product of rape. My mom wishes that she had never had me, and had just got an abortion. She's told me so multiple times. She throws everything and anything she can get her hands on at me when shes angry. She's also hits me.. Ehh. Oh well. Its nothing I don't deserve. see, the thing is, I know I'm useless, and stupid, and ugly, and basically everything else shes ever said to me. So, I deserve everything that happens. I have no right to complain, so I shouldn't even be typing this, but it feels good to just get it off my chest.


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By anonymous at 27,May,12 10:07

No one deserves to be treated this way. Every person is valuable, and even if no one else in this world realizes your self worth, you have to realize it. I don't even know you and I realize it. I don't know how old you are and what your situation is, but please don't allow anyone, even your own mother to steal your joy. It will get better as long as you don't give up!


By anonymous at 27,May,12 19:03

Oh dear. I am sad to hear you call yourself "ugly and useless". Please stop doing that. You are just repeating your mother and it's not good for you. If you are old enough you should start looking at moving out. Either live on your own or with friends or relatives who can give you positive support. Do you have access to social services or a counselor? What would be helpful is having someone in person to talk to who could offer more than just moral support. They might also be able to help your mother if she's still struggling with her history of rape. In any case stop saying to yourself you are "ugly and useless." It simply is not true. You deserve warmth and respect just like everyone else.


By m.k at 28,May,12 00:55

I know how you feel, sometimes i just want to give up, because trying to please anyone is impossible. People put me down too, my best friend, the person iv loved that i would take a bullet for, hurt me so bad. Iv been through so much and i really dont have any words to describe how it feels. But its made me question myself, whats wrong with me. Because im a great guy, im not unattractive, im awesome to be around, but for some reason people love to hurt me. If theres anything i can say to you, its that your not alone, i bet your a beautiful person. Its hard i know, when someone tells you all that..to not believe it. But im telling you, and i dont know you from the next person, that you are somebody. Prove her wrong, prove everybody wrong that never gave you a chance and become something.


By anonymous at 28,May,12 04:55

if she says u should have been abortion thats your armor, dont let her use that against you, shes the one who fucked up, not you, dont let her forget it, and dont let her blame you for her mistake.


By anonymous at 28,May,12 11:13

obviously you know deep down that you deserve better. tell her to grow up and take responsibility. sounds like you will be a better parent to her. treat her like a child because it sounds like she is reverting to one.

you have nothing to lose. if it works she will shut up. if it doesn;t work. nothing lost.


By anonymous at 29,May,12 03:12

fake
By anonymous at 29,May,12 06:28

i love how you think you can determine whether or not something is fake, when you aren't in that persons shoes, and you don't even know them. You're probably just an asshole that wants to hurt others because you have no confidence whatsoever in yourself


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