Life is just a continual struggle for me.. its not even particularly my life. Its the fact that I have to be me. I completely and utterly despise myself. Everything about me. Its like I'm never good enough. My mother completely despises my father, and I'm the product of rape. My mom wishes that she had never had me, and had just got an abortion. She's told me so multiple times. She throws everything and anything she can get her hands on at me when shes angry. She's also hits me.. Ehh. Oh well. Its nothing I don't deserve. see, the thing is, I know I'm useless, and stupid, and ugly, and basically everything else shes ever said to me. So, I deserve everything that happens. I have no right to complain, so I shouldn't even be typing this, but it feels good to just get it off my chest. | |
you have nothing to lose. if it works she will shut up. if it doesn;t work. nothing lost.
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