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anger and hatred and sadness is all i can feel

Posted by anonymous at May 29, 2012
Tags: Family  2012 May

since i was small my mom had dementia i watched her turn into a person that cant go to the bathroom alone i watched her as she forgot my name we dont have much money and after my mom got sick it got alot worse because she used to work now she needs someome to feed her and wear a diaper and its not because she is old but because her brain has deformed to the point that she cant do anything.8 years i saw her getting stupider making mistakes forgeting how to write,pissing in her pants then trying to hide her pants,breaking stuff and forgeting where she put this is sad very sad whats worse is that i am not the only one like is horrible there is no fairness to justice no GOOD.after my life turned to shit i became the class clown because i needed to feel not alone later my life was turned into gaming then i became a world of warcraft addict which really helped to distract me from the fact that my life is shit but now my internet company has problems and i cant play wow anymore which made my life even worse i was done with school a year dad now doesnt even have enough money to send me to collage because of all the spending done on my mom to stay alive all those expensive pills doctor visits that never cured her and never will.never had a date not because i am not attractive but because i dont have finacial capabilty to handle a girlfriend i cant even invite her to my home because its a mess thanks to my mom dont get me wrong i love my mother i love her so much but i really wished she died instead just her brain dieying slowly.that way at least it would have been quick.


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By broken at 29,May,12 18:43

I was going to leave something supportive and helpful but then I read that you play wow.

Also, God hates you because you are almost incapable of using a period, also know as a full stop.

By anonymous at 29,May,12 19:27

By anonymous at 30,May,12 03:28 Fold Up

dear broken. you are very evil i feel horrible for you that you would have to write such cruel things to someone in such pain
By broken at 30,May,12 07:50

I feel terrible about that.. I'll make it up too you by letting you eat the peanuts out of my crap

By anonymous at 29,May,12 19:26

I'm sorry about your situation, I don't blame you for feeling sad. I hope you can one day move past this and find some enjoyment in your life.
By at 30,May,12 20:40

fucking wanker... GOD SAVE THE QUEEN

By anonymous at 30,May,12 02:05

hahahahah your mom has dementia,is she dead yet? LOL well if I had a shitty fucking son like you, my brain would also degenerate. I hope she dies a slow painful death, and if she's dead I hope she's rotting and burning in pain and torutre in the depths of hell. Fucking nerd, you ply wow? you remind me of that no life guy in that south park episode, fucking sad fat cunt, just hang yourself, you're a shhitty excuse for a human being and god hates you.
By at 30,May,12 20:42

GOOD DAY SLAPNUTS, cunt is a funny word. isnt that what they called your fathers? GOD SAVE THE QUEEN

By anonymous at 30,May,12 16:38

What The Fuck....and I almost felt sorry for you. Now I feel even bad for your mother, for having an ungrateful ass son like you. How the hell can you say that about her, she cant help it, it's an illness asshole. What would you do if the damn shoe was on the other foot, it's you and she had to be the one to take care of your stinky ass. You just remember, you have to get old some day, just hope if you even lucky enough to have children, just hope they doesn't throw your ass in front of a bus. Grow up, what a fucking waste of time you typed this story.

By anonymous at 30,May,12 19:13

what lvl is your WoW character?
By at 30,May,12 20:43

good day never been laid nerd, get a fucking life or start whatching the telly football games. you are a cunt. GOD SAVE THE QUEEN
By broken at 30,May,12 22:17

I love mercy.... Best poster on here.


By anonymous at 31,May,12 22:59

Cheer up! The god will always repay your hardship!


By anonymous at 10,Oct,12 11:31

What wrong with you people? This person here have suffer enough, yet you all talk shit against him. It his life what he want to do nor play. So what if this person play wow? I know it suck, but it his decision to play on it. And i see some of you are find this quite funny or LOL, but it not funny as you think. It quite piss me off to see people this day, are quite arrogant. You see that he having a stressful about EVERYTHING in his life. So, of course he going to say some bad things about his mother. I hope you can pass this event and forward to the future. If you grow up in the future, and cannot let go of your past event, then give yourself a new name, new life, new purpose, but do hold the good time with your mother before she went dementia. That all I can say to you. Good luck.
By anonymous at 20,Oct,12 01:19

To the above. I did not talk shit against him. Not me. The cruel evil piece of shit at 02:05 and Broken and Mercy are the culprits here. Im defending the guy from these trolls. I can relate to this guy and I suffer in the same ways.

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