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Posted by Dead&Gone at May 30, 2012
Tags: Juvenile problems  2012 May

All my life I've wondered what this life would be like without me. Some say that they need me, but is the really true. Do you really need me? Or am I just here as a benefit for you? No one really understand my pain or why I do the things I do. So what if I cut or take more medicattion then I need to. It's all my fault that I am like this. I'm taking hte blame. Suicide is never the opinion but sometimes I feel like that is the only way to exscape this bullshit that everyone is putting me through. No sees me for the person that I really am. All I want is to be happy, why can't anyone see that? I'm just a 14 year old girl who is different and handles her problems a different way. And since when did you ever have the right to judge me. You don't care, you're just reading this to judge me. I'm a person, better yet I'm a monster that no one can stop. I put myself almost into comas from drinking energy drinks, its who I am. I've never been happy, its all an act to show that you don't have to worry about me. But since when did you care? You're an act just as well as I am. My smiles aren't real. I cut to make the pain go away, but yet then I realize that the pain is still there when its gone. The words I hear and the things I see affect me. The music I listen to I can relate to all of it. Fricking YOLO. Its just a saying that doesn't mean anything to me. life means nothing to me. I should've done it when I had the chance.
Life sucks


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By anonymous at 31,May,12 16:04

Yep: I felt that way as a child.

Don't worry about it everything will be different soon enough.

By broken at 31,May,12 21:46

Jesus titty fucking Christ.... What's it with you kids and cutting. How does self harm help you deal with being a depressive emo pussy?

What you asses need is to go off to war.. That will give you something to be pissy about... Let's see you moan about how depressed when you have a Japanese bayonet rammed up your fanny..... Like happened to me during the pacific campaign ... I had to beat that yellow bastard to death with the belt of 30 cal ammo

By anonymous at 01,Jun,12 13:58

Hi there, It totally sucks to feel like this and i can realte to you because i have been there too. Life is shit, and fucks us all, but you know what just laugh at everything, even if it's fake, i laugh at life, i bitch slap it in the face. i don't take drugs or drink for that matter, but you have to make everything funny in a warped kinda way. e.g It's so funny how my friends hate each, other whats the f-ing point, it's so funny that the guy just got slapped in the face. when you start to finf things funny, the pain lessens, cutting, yeah thats fucking great, taking the pin away in an instant, but always coming back to bite you on your butt.I ain't reading this too judge, mate. i've been there, and one of the asshoes that has commented is a dick, right. Happy is great, but really no-onw is ever truly happy, and no-one very really knows one another, we're all hiding my friend. Life sucks, and than it sucks some more. Just say 'fuck it' and do what you can with the time you have got. YOLO lol. Live long my friend, And kill those bastards XD

By Chong with a bong at 02,Jun,12 18:59

Marijuana time

By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 03:35

i myself am 14 and i have been drinking 4 energy drinks a day for about two weeks and somehow it has done nothing for me but remind me why im doing it i am trying to find a high building i can jump off of but now that i think of it ill probably pussy out

By Badri at 05,May,13 07:13

hey man ca ya help me?im in 8th grade and theres a girl i like .she sits binhed me.we talk between classes but not for long(maybe 5mins).im sure shes interested as she once pulled my ear and my cheek affectionately!should i ask for her number saying i enjoy talking to u,can i have yr number and call u when im free, what do u think?pls help me

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