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Fuck life

Posted by confused at May 31, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 May

I'm fucking tired of working. I haven't worked a lot. It's been 10 months since I've graduated and have been working 9 months of it and I'm fucking tired of it. What can I tell you, I am lazy. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to file a paper, I don't want to analyze shit. I don't want to report to my boss. In short I don't want to do anything. I just want to lock myself in my room away from everyone and get out once every 3 months or so. I don't want anyone to disturb me or anyone to want anything from me. Is that too much to ask? I don't know why people work and I don't yet understand why people "should" work. Who said we should work the first 8-10 hours of the day, come home beat up, eat something and go to bed to repeat the same bullshit all over again. If this is what life is, I don't want to be a part of it. The root of all this evil is that people need money in this fucked up society to live. I don't mind that there is money in the world, just the fact that we have to trade our lives for money, and for what? So that when we're 65 years old, when we're old, semi-dead, mentally disturbed from being exposed to all the bullshit of the world, up to our necks with medications so the we can simply function, "then" we will be able to retire. What an epic life.

This is what I am looking forward to for the rest of my life and I am sick of it. I am sabotaging myself so that I get fired so I can maybe start my own business. Anything is better than working like a slave. I may make a lot less money but who the fuck cares. All I need is electricity, internet, and some food in my belly, what else do I need!? Maybe my business would fail because I am lazy as hell, but if it doesn't, at least I will be happy. I applied for the army as well. If it works out I will have double my salary, work till 2pm every day and I can retire at 45 and they best part is that I can't get fired, time to slack like a pro. What can I say, I am trying. I am now at work trying to get fired with all thoughts of hatred passing through my mind. If all else fails, i start a business and it fails and the army doesn't work out, at least I can commit suicide and get out of this fucked up world. And all those that are going to comment, no don't take your life away, it is the most precious thing you have can go fuck themselves. These are the people who most want to kill themselves but don't have the balls to do it.

Thanks for anyone who read this, life is a bitch, the system is designed for people to fail and be miserable. My sincerest wishes to all people who are really stuck, have no money, are clinically depressed, and have no way of getting out. These good people are screwed for life and have absolutely no way of changing it. And while i'm at it, all those people that say you can achieve anything in your life, you just want to want it badly enough, or that you are in control of your thoughts and you can manipulate your brain to feel empowered at any second, please kill yourselves, less of your kind would be great for the world. People can't simply change their thoughts at will and most people don't have the ability of wanting something badly enough. Most of us in the real world are not insanely passionate about anything, so please keep your comments to yourself. The world is getting more fucked up every day. One more thing, God does not exist, and if he does, he is not the benevolent all seeing all loving God that is preached to us as kids. Probably has strong sight problems (myopia), has attention deficit disorder, and most definitely is an uncaring bastard. Maybe there is no internet in heaven and he hasn't yet seen this site.

In all cases, thank you for anyone who read this and my best wishes goes to all who are suffering both from true misfortunes and imagined ones. Just because it doesn't look that bad it doesn't mean that the person is not suffering.

Best Regards,


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By anonymous at 31,May,12 23:41

Good for you confused,
tell it like it is.
This world is heading down the toilet.
The generation or two before us has fucked
it up for anyone coming after them.
Maybe it was inevitable.
Its always a pleasure to come across someone with the same outlook as my own. These other people, society's pawns as it seems, are enough to make me want to wipe out half of this planet as well. Id join the army myself if i didnt have such a problem with authority, I probably wouldnt pass the psych test mind you, (if there is one). If you do get a business up and going, i wish you well with your endeavour. You have to wonder with some of these other jobs with corporations at the moment, has slavery really been abolished?
By anonymous at 01,Jun,12 01:06

If the world is so fucked up, why are there successful people, right from the common man who owns his own home and a mint 57 chev in his garage to the billionaire who made all the money on his or her own. You have a pretty fucking lame excuse for your own looser life, your the guy who masterbates to porn and gets high or drunk all day and then finds another brother in arms with the same shit attitude. Your a product of your own making, you a stinking rotten rancid piece of fecal matter floating in your own cess pool of life you dirty cocksucker. The worlds not fucked up, you are, you are both fuckin cowards who are not needed on this planet. Go take a jump, do it today fuck up.
By anonymous at 01,Jun,12 03:02

Your positively a bottom feeder. You are one of these pawns to society. If you have all the answers, why are you on life sucks? Fucking dumb cunt. Secondly how you could pretend to know anything about me, shows your lack of know how again you ignorant fuck. I know how the world works, and for the record, am probably more successful than you will ever be. Did i hit a nerve talking about the generation or two before us? Who else would see owning a mint 57 chev as an achievement? Open your eyes you blind cunt, and one day you might just see the truth.
By anonymous at 01,Jun,12 03:10

"Who else would see owning a mint 57 chev as an achievement?"

By anonymous at 07,Aug,12 04:58

all americans. Sad isn't it. Machines make americans happy.
By anonymous at 03,Jun,12 01:16 Fold Up

You make it obvious you live at your mothers house, you make it clear you want everything given to you on a silver platter,you want to live free and not support yourself. So who the fuck else will? You anal feltching meat ring lapping cocksucker. Get off you sour shit caked ass that you have someone else wipe for you and get in the real world. There is no other way unless you win the lottery you selfish lowlife slug slimed prick.
By anonymous at 03,Jun,12 01:38 Fold Up

Hmmm, did I hit a nerve about masterbating to porn? Guess I know more about you than you think. I know you suffer from paranoia and your meds aren't working. I was born in the 80's and if that classifies me as the generation before you so be it.
By anonymous at 03,Jun,12 08:47

Perhaps it was the 1880's in which you were conceived, your own delusion certainly runs deep enough. In fact anything you seem to have jotted down positively reeks of alzheimers, dementia, or maybe an even more serious condition. The only things you seem to have a firm grasp on are homosexuality and unsanitary living conditions, i weep for you further.
By anonymous at 24,Jul,12 09:52 Fold Up


By anonymous at 03,Jun,12 18:10

You are a lazy piece of shit and need to pull your head out of your ass and get with the program that is life. Life is a competition, and you have to work hard to stay on top. I don't want you in the military. Your laziness will get someone killed. You might fall asleep on guard duty in Afghanistan or something. You personally make me sick and need to work harder or my tax dollars will have to pay for your sorry carcass. When the Mormon wins in Nov. all your ilk will face a dose of reality.
By confused at 04,Jun,12 02:33

I don't live in the US. So don't worry about your tax dollars. Furthermore, do you really think I would sign-up for the army to go to war? I'm gonna be sitting behind a desk while soldiers who are paid less than me go die for "honor". I might be a bit negative, but I have yet to lose my sanity.

Enjoy your futile existence.
By anonymous at 04,Jun,12 22:17

fuck you
By anonymous at 06,Jun,12 01:23 Fold Up

Funny, you egotistical bastard, so hard done by but your narcissistic persona shows through clear, you keep mentioning how you make so much money and how you are more successful that the above joes who posted. I knew right away you were a fuckin Limey when you didn't understand the worth of a 57 Chev. I know your better than all of us, so if the posters don't have an answer, what would be your theoretical solution for the issues you raised in your original post mr. Fucken I'm better than all of you. Go fuck your mother.
By confused at 08,Jun,12 04:16

Again with the 57 Chev? Are you so proud of that car?

I never said I am better than anyone. I am trying to find a way to get out of the rat race. At least partially. I don't care if you are offended by my endeavors, that's your problem.

The purpose of life is to lessen pain and increase pleasure. This is what I am trying to do. If I can achieve it great, if not I'll buy a 57 Chev. That has done it for you maybe it will do it for me as well.

By anonymous at 25,Apr,13 19:42

Your just a lazy worthless fuck who thinks everything should be handed to them. Fuck people like you. I hope karma really bites you in the ass!

By anonymous at 05,Jun,12 16:58

Then dont work, you fucking idiot! Live life to the fullest or just kill yourself.
By anonymous at 05,Jun,12 21:07

Oh please, this telling People to kill themselves are getting toi damn old, find something else to say asshole.
By anonymous at 06,Jun,12 12:25

What this guy has to say is a slap in the face to everyone who has a dream and needs to work toward it. This person reeks of negativity and expects nothing less than being fed with a silver spoon, the term "pawns of Society" has no meaning in the sense of his statement, the point is moot. The only sum of his equation is relative to his own psychotic thoughts and actions and will leave him with no support but only misunderstanding and enemys. This person, I believe in my professional opinion is hopeless and will eventually kill, and no he will not kill himself, re- read and analyze his comments and you will interpit the selfish motives (which never lead to suicide) however substantiat the beginnings of a progressive sociopathic killer.
By confused at 08,Jun,12 09:10

Thanks bro. You think I will kill people. Dude, you have a keen insight into the inner workings of my mind. You have analysed my words utterly and completely and have come to the conclusion that I will become a "sociopathic killer". Epic. Dude, you are the next Sigmund Freud, don't let your gift go to waste. Truly. Humanity needs a great analytical and deductive mind such as the one you clearly possess.

On another note, can you be more of an idiot? You say I will have no support and will only have enemies. Let me try and counter your argument. I have had support from my family for 22 years and I have been slacking at work for 9 months and still my boss supports me. She gives me new assignment every chance she gets and always pushes me because I am intelligent and she knows I can perform difficult tasks. I simply dislike doing mundane and boring stuff and that is the stuff that I procrastinate. I automated the entire statement of account so that now the quarter can be done in two days when before it used to take 2 weeks. Dude, I'm just lazy. I don't like doing stuff that takes forever and does not yield significant results. So your claim that I will get no support is not valid because I have 22 years of experience that proves otherwise.

You say I have selfish motives and want people to take care of me. Selfish motives? Dude, every one has selfish motives. The pursuit of happiness is the ultimate selfish motive. Altruism is a selfish motive. So that point lacks gravity. As for wanting to be "fed with a silver spoon" as you so eloquently put it, it is partially true. If I join the army, I still have to work, at least till 2pm. If I start my business, I will have to work 16 hours. So where do you see me getting fed with a silver spoon? I am trying to make my life easier. Why is that so wrong?

And finally, a killer? truly? how many people in your life have you seen that have become killers because they are lazy. Dude killing takes effort and has very few pay-offs. What is my gain from killing? Emotional satisfaction? Trust me, I'm not that needy of a person. I am satisfied with the simple pleasures of life. I don't need to kill a person to to release tension. So what is left? Have I adequately put your fears to rest?
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 21:57 Fold Up

Interesting, your a professional (so you say) but you have trouble spelling: 'interpret' and what the fuck is substantiat?
Secondly, im fairly sure he never said pawns of society, that might have been me that said 'society's pawns,' so thank you for proving yourself to be one of them. The fact that you would even attempt to put forward a diagnosis, all be it completely misinformed just goes to show you are a sideshow clown. Now im curious though, in what field exactly are you a professional? Did we not understand you correctly, you should have said in my professional flower arranging opinion, we may have taken it more to heart.
By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 01:20

When have you known a Prof that can spell

By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 01:18

I was substantiating the differences in two area this may progress to if the future of this fine gentleman.

By anonymous at 25,Jun,12 05:35

Hi, maybe you should consider living off the land. There are lots of people who prefer that alternative lifestyle as opposed to the everyday grind of a 9-5. I get your beef with working, i hate working too, i think we all do.

By anonymous at 01,Aug,12 10:37

Great article - you should become a writer.

By Foxtrot at 30,Sep,12 20:53

I'm in much the same position Confused; just graduated from college and landed a "decent job", but finding that the drudgery of work in modern life is fucking awful. In the old days people like us would go off and live as a hermit somewhere; you'd spend a couple of hours a day gathering food, and the rest of the time people would leave you the hell alone. Civilization (under capitalism) doesn't allow for this sort of thing anymore though. Go try living off the land without "permission" and someone will throw you in a cage.

Since I'm a cynical bastard like you, you may value some of my advice. I'd say the most important thing to do is find ways to mitigate the problem (aka "stop the bleeding"). Don't have kids, and don't get married. Both of those things will cost you dearly in terms of resources (emotional, financial, time), and lock you into the system. Knock some bitch up, and you'll never get out. In fact, stay away from women in general. As Arthur Schopenhauer puts it, "Marrying means to halve one's rights and double one's duties". Or, in the words of the Notorious B.I.G., "Fuck bitches, get money". Go look up Tom Leykis in this regard. Stay out of debt, don't abuse any substances, and don't land your ass in jail.

Gauging from your last paragraph, you're about as sensitive to bullshit as I am. There is a dark side to existing in this realm, something that people tend to overlook because it frightens them. I'd recommend reading "Studies in Pessimism" by Arthur Schopenhauer -- you're not the first person to recognize that life sucks. Gnosticism may also be worth checking out, as they postulate what to me seems the obvious -- that perhaps this world was "designed" in a flawed way. "The Gnostic Religion" by Hans Jonas is a good book in that regard, or some of the works of Carl Jung.

And lastly, consider whether you have a gluten intolerance. I get more suicidal when I have gluten. Not that going gluten free is a panacea; I'm still a cranky bastard when I'm off it. Some of us are just dealt a shittier hand than others (mental imbalance is genetic in my case; between the suicides, depressions, bipolar disorders, alcoholism, mental breakdowns, religious fanaticism, adultery, and sexual abuse, trust me when I say that I don't have the greatest breeding). But don't let anyone tell you that you can't be pissed off. I'm filled with more rage than most, and try to sublimate it into my music and writings. Channel that rage into noncompliance and thinking, because complying with others is generally a bad idea. As George Carlin said, "Think about how stupid the average person is, and then realize that half of 'em are stupider than that."

Things may not get better, but they can get worse. Think about how it can get worse, and then don't let that happen.

By anonymous at 23,Apr,13 18:51

I hate my life

By anonymous at 02,May,13 13:29

i am 70000$ in debt and my monthly income is 180 - 200$, can't leave this shit counry before i pay every penny, have no friends, no ideas, no education, live with parents at 26 y.o.,
my girlfriend is about to leave me, lazy, chronically tired, chronically depressed, life is good jesus loves you)))

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By anonymous at 04,May,13 16:22

you turds need a life.

By anonymous at 04,May,13 16:24

you turds are fucking lazy morons who think life owes you something....well guess what you turds, you live life and life owes you shit!

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