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I don't care anymore

Posted by CWPB at June 2, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Philosophical

I totally get it man....when is it enough? Maybe we're just living in a fucking nightmare where everyone pretends there's hope and just wait for it when, in fact, it just fucking sucks!

I am at the point where I'm almost laughing witnessing all this shit go down in life...there are no consequences for assholes and people tell you to pray to God and have hope when - what if nothing fucking matters man! Good God I haven't been through as much as most but I've totally lost interest because nothing seems to make any god damn sense and is it really worth it? I'm not so sure....hanging on for what ....there will always be total dick heads to fuck everything up and they seem to be winning! People say, hang in will all be ok but, seriously man, will it???? They say the opposite of life is nothingness....well bring it fucking on man - I would prefer nothingness to the alternative living with freaky people that are not honest and go out of their way to impact other people's live negatively...I get it that other people have issues and they may go through life insecure and take it out on other unsuspecting individuals but it's just not OK. Maybe I'm naive but I don't expect other humans to treat me like crap or test me....who in the hell do they think they are....I'd rather die that deal with the status quo if the status quo keep allowing dickhead to win!

The problem with the rat race is it's full of FUCKING rats.....I don't want to resort to assholic behaviour to continue on in life if that's what is expected.

I'm pissed off but not enough to become a god damn asshole!


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By anonymous at 04,Jun,12 18:50

God does not give a shit about humanity. People get killed, raped, stepped on, maimed, and every other god damn thing negative on this planet you can think of and the Christians and religios are trying to tell me that if I talk to a man in a cloud kingdom in the sky my problems will go away. God didn't make the world the way it is we did. Yes its human nature of course there will always be dicks to wreak everything as long as there is a precieved imbalance of any kind of power then the human psyche will always dictate conflict, or in other words resort to douche baggery. Like the people who will probably comment negatively on this post and on my comment. The status quo loves dick heads to win their is something about most humans that you and I and few other people don't have, that is the need to be subservient or grovel to any kind of Mr. Hotshit. If you remember high school was kind of an institution were this was more visibly prevalent. People love to get stepped on except for the few that don't, but those people always "die" either physically or just give up. People must understand and look past their primitive dogmas, instinct for violence, and need to be ruled or intimidated by any institution or person. Then the world will know peace and harmony, and the human spirit will be truly free.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 05:03

People always blame God instead of blaming satan. When adam and eve sinned death entered the world. Our only hope is in jesus who can save us from hell, who can wash away our sin. You think its bad here on earth? hell is 100 times worse.

Instead of ignoring God and blaming him for humanitys sin against each other, come to him, he does love us, but he can only save us if we come to know him through jesus.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 05:41

No God, no Jesus, no holy spirit is going to save us because God doesn't care. No amount of praying or asking is going to fix mankind. Only humans have the power to fix our problems not some bearded desert man from Jerusalem that is just a cop out, "the afterlife will be better so there is no point in making this world a better place we might as well go about killing ourselves because we don't have the same gods." Ditched the Jesus crap I've heard it before he hasn't done shit for me even when I used to believe in that crap.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 04:32

Did i ever say in my post that "there is no point in making this world a better place etc.." No i didn't. Jesus taught to help the poor, feed the hungry, love your neighbor as yourself. Heck if everyone followed his commands this world would be great. Like I said its mankinds sin that makes this a world messed up. We can and should do everything we can to make this world a better place, but theres more bad apples than good on this planet. Satan is in the world, God has a set a time to destroy him, but until then he is having a blast on earth.

You can believe what you want, but I feel sad that you never felt the love of jesus. I hope that you open your heart to him someday.

Jesus can save you from hell. Thats good enough to believe in him. If you do what he says, stop sinning, you will live a new life, there will be ups and downs but he'll help you through. Id rather have a bumpy ride to heaven than a smooth ride to hell.

Have a good week.

By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 03:55

No you did not say that but Christians always seem to place a value on the afterlife more then on the world right now which throughout history has caused a lot of destruction and innocent lives. Humans don't sin I don't even know if there is such a thing as genuine good and bad there is just a societal precipitation of what is good in bad so ultimately I don't know if there is a heaven or a hell and you don't either.

By anonymous at 05,Jun,12 18:39

i know you are hurting. so so bad. i have been married for tweenty years. and he has cheated on me for the last ten years relly the whole time. but ten years with my sister and everyone else phsyically so i ahonesently know how much pain you feel he held my hand maid love to me and told me he loved me. it was all a lie he went to bed every night with a smile on his face and his dick hard i know your pain it hurts like hell would feel and i dont care about my grammer or anything else the pain is real and all i have is god
By anonymous at 05,Jun,12 20:02

And I hope you're not still with him, if so, you're an idiot that deserve every bit of what he's doing to you.
By anonymous at 23,Jun,12 05:43

And also talks like a slut from a porno film. Its disgraceful and inappropriate to have this kind of language on this website full of hurting people. The more I read these websites the more disgusted I get.This devilish satanic world is a miserable sack of crap. Its a lost cause.

By MalaysiaMan at 06,Jun,12 13:16

Firstly I'm not good in English. Can anybody proof to me that there is no God. I think you all in western country is morden and knowledge.But I'm wrong. The scince now proof that there is God! shame you did not know. You think God is working to You? You think :If you want beatiful wife,richer,be safe and other:God must obey you? You know what is God ,What is religion,Who we are?Why we here? Darwin?? AAh science already proof that Darwin is wrong and not scientific. If you did not belived in Jesus thats your problem.. I'm muslim... Why you did not find God in other religion? or you just wants to blame God because of your weaknes. Buy Quran and you will find the answer..
By anonymous at 07,Jun,12 17:19

WTF are you talking about science has not proven Darwin was wrong if anything recent discoveries have further strengthened the theory of evolution. There is no need for organized religion all it does is cause pain and suffering while perpetuating the power structure of corrupt individuals. Many of the beliefs are completely irrational they don't make sense actually not many but all organized beliefs hold tenants to irrationality. Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Buddhism, and Hinduism all are responsible for some death somewhere. Don't tell me I'm a non believer I am, I just don't believe God interferes in his creation. Look into more rational and peaceful beliefs like Agnosticism, Pantheism, and Deism. If you want to believe.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 04:41

It is true that organized religeon has caused alot of death. But that doesn't mean that there is no God, or that God doesn't give a rip about his creation. If you watched the "why i hate religion" video on youtube you would understand where I coming from.

And by the way many christians do believe in a form of evolution, I just dont buy that we came from monkeys.

Agnosticism isn't really a "religion" its basicaly saying "ill just sit on the fence, if there turns out to be a God then cool ill believe in him".
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 03:50

I like the idea of Deism which states that since God created the Universe and subsequently the sciences, that all or if not most occurrences can be explained through science. I did not say Agnosticism was a religion. I said it was a belief and why not it seems pretty rational. Unlike Jesus being a virgin birth or the idea of karma its tenants hold true. The fact is we don't really know but we can provide theories as to why things are the way they are. I just happen to choose the more rational side of the spectrum.

By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 02:16

i do not care if there is or isnt a god/ higher power but my opinion is he/she/it is just something to look up to, anyways i feel the exact same why does life have to be.... just life, why live with pain and suffering? is it really worth it to live out the bad for the good? life sucks and i really want to blow a bullet through my head
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 05:15

Just someone to look up to?

If there is a creator who created all the universe should we not do more than that?

Look, God aint going to do jack for your life if you dont believe in him.

Jesus said. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28

Sounds good to me, why not give him a chance at his word, give him a chance to work in your life, to change you. All you have to do is accept him. Have you sinned? Yes everyone has, and guess what, jesus will wash away all of your sin if you ask for forgiveness. He died on the cross for you, he loves you even when you screw up, something us humans do alot lol. Just give it a thought, i post this in all sincerity and with all the truth in my heart.

Historians agree that a man named jesus did live, and did die on the cross. However, many discount that he rose from the grave like the bible said he did. Many would say its impossible, and it is for us, but for a God who created the entire universe, every cell, every grain of dirt, it was simple and easy.

Have Hope, because there is.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 05:48

There is no hope. No man from the god damn sky is coming to save us and Jesus powers were greatly exaggerated to convert pagans in in early mid-evil Europe. I really do wish someone was there I really do but no one is listening, no one.
By anonymous at 09,Jun,12 06:34

Oh..ok, I didn't know it was Sunday morning, or there just some asshole trying to preach.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 04:42

Im the asshole.. Have you looked at most comments on this site? Lol.
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 04:08 Fold Up

WTF I'm not preaching your just a douche.
By anonymous at 10,Jun,12 04:58 Fold Up

Okay, so everything came from nothing and this existense is a meaningless random event. Have fun with that.

Jesus powers were exaggerated?

Actually, there is good reason to believe in the biblical miracles.

MANY WITNESSES WERE STILL ALIVE WHEN THE RECORD WAS PUBLISHED. One highly pertinent factor is the brief time that elapsed between Jesus' miraculous public ministry and the publication of the gospels. It was insufficient for the development of miracle legends. Many eyewitnesses to Jesus' miracles would have still been alive to refute any untrue miracle accounts (see 1 Corinthians 15:6).

MEN OF NOBLE CHARACTER. One must also recognize the noble character of the men who witnessed these miracles (Peter, James, and John, for example). Such men were not prone to misrepresentation, and were willing to give up their lives rather than deny their beliefs.

HOSTILE WITNESSES PROVIDED NO DISPUTE. There were also hostile witnesses to the miracles of Christ. When Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead, for example, none of the chief priests or Pharisees disputed the miracle (John 11:45-48). (If they could have disputed it, they would have.) Rather, their goal was simply to stop Jesus (verses 47-48). Because there were so many hostile witnesses who observed and scrutinized Christ, successful “fabrication” of miracle stories in His ministry would have been impossible.
By anonymous at 11,Jun,12 04:06

Look I didn't talk about creation so you can't criticize me on that. You seem to be getting your facts from the bible show me a renowned publication that says Jesus did the stuff he did and not 700 club or some bullshit like that. Peter, James , and John may have been "good" men who believed in what they were doing but so did the crusaders when they would go into the "holy land" to slaughter, rape, and pillage innocent Jews and Muslims, heck they even killed brown skinned Christians. I'm saying its not beyond them or any human to lie. Whats to say the Catholic church and all of its glory did not manufacture the story to create a sort of pinnacle "my religion is better then yours" lie. I mean this is the same church that has been accused of raping little boys so I wouldn't put it beyond them to lie to us especially in the creation of the bible.
By anonymous at 12,Jun,12 03:28

The crusaders were not following jesus's commands and the ten commandments. For instance, do not Murder from the ten commandments, treat your neighbor as you would like to be treated, taught by jesus. They are a bad example of a christian, didn't follow Gods commands.

As for a reknown publication, I suggest you watch the documentary "The Case For Christ" it doesn't have preachers giving info, but historians and journalists.

The caltholic church wasn't around when the gospel was written, they sue didn't mess with the original bible/scripture. They didn't manufacture the bible, have they tryed to interpet it differently, sure, which is why I am not a catholic but a bible believing christian. Theres a difference between a catholic and a christian although catholics call themselves christians, there are many differences. One big difference is that christians ask jesus for forgiveness of their sin whereas caltholics go to a priest, which isin't in the bible. And as you know, catholic priests have a bad reputation for being pervert child molesters.

Like I said earlier, believe what you want, just give a thought to jesus. He seems like a pretty cool guy :)

Have a good week and I hope you all best.
By anonymous at 24,Jun,12 18:19

If the Bible is the word of God then why didn't he make himself clear? The Bible has caused more division; contradiction; confusion; bewilderment; speculation; and aggravation than any other document I can think of. The only people who understood what the Bible meant are the authors who wrote them and maybe some of the people who lived during Biblical times. The meaning has long been lost to us since the biblical authors died.A tower of Babel is the Christian community. Its embarrassing. And is it fair for Adam and Eves sin to be transmitted to all their future unborn descendants? Is it fair; wise; and loving of God to curse and punish the entire creation for Adam and eves sin? This experiment with free will; Satan; and Adam and Eve is a grievous error; disaster; tragedy; and travesty. The world was set up to be screwed. So I have to be born a sinner and worthy of going to hell and I have to be surrounded by worse sinners than me and I have to suffer and die because of Adam and Eves sin for something that I had no say in for something I had no part of and for something that happened thousands of years BEFORE I was even born. This is outrage and travesty insanity irrationality injustice cruelty. All too often the Biblical God has no reasoning and recklessly punishes and his punishments are cruel inhumane irrational disproportionate unjust and destructive. The creation is greivously marred. I am more than embarrassed. The world is a hellhole for millions of people; including me. Does it get more disgusting than this?

By anonymous at 26,Jun,12 18:25

I Know exactly how you feel

By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 16:53

Once again teenage dirtbag don't write to me. Just shut up and I will shut up. Go away from me and stay away.

By anonymous at 21,Aug,12 02:54

i continue. I no longer care about getting a girlfriend or woman. Fuck them. Most of them suck and are heartless cruel unfriendly vain shallow assholes. I dont have a girlffiend and I DONT CARE. God forgot to give you sluts a heart. We have a God who allows eons of evil suffering sin death and extinctions. Its pitiful and embarrassing. The world is a horror movie and the horrors are real. Gods deficiency is the Devils opportunity. Satan the Devil and evil rules this deeply troubled deeply sick and deeply fucked up world of ours. Girls and women are a JOKE. Fuck them. I hate them. Vapid scum describes them.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 08:47

And my finalcomment to all you maggots who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 06,Mar,13 16:15

Well I agree with you. I'm not a bad person but I'm not perfect. I help people when they need a shoulder. When an old person needs someone to help them walk across the street, I've helped. When someone needs the door to be held open, I've done it. I've also have some money to those who be for it on the streets. People tell me I'm a good person but I don't feel like that. Reason? I can't seem to accept that because I'm tired. I'm depressed and I can bring myself to care any more. I've made my mistakes and I've paid for them. I even prayed but nothing is working. Nothing is still working. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I feel like dying. I keep beggin for a break but there's no shiny light at the end of this dark tunnel. My dreams are dead, I have no other thing that I'm good at. They say suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problem.. But really, I'm starting to believe that it's not worth it. I rather be dead than have more problems again. I really am at my end. Some people don't really fit in this world and I'm one of those people. I would give my life so another could walk and enjoy and be greatful for being a live. Maybe even 100, it's a fair trade.

By anonymous at 09,Mar,13 15:22

I challenge all that deny Jesus to read the New Testament. Jesus agreed with a lot of you. Christians don't like they should. They want o be fans, not followers. Outside of their building they are nothing more than the world. It's not a easy call to be a Christian. as you can see more are against than for, maybe not in this country, but other countries you may get skinned alive or beheaded for just acknowledging the fact you believe in their religion, I think all of us are pretty fortunate just to able to talk about religion. Do some go way overboard, no doubt, hence they do not believe in the same Christianity that I do. God bless in my Jesus name.

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