I totally get it man....when is it enough? Maybe we're just living in a fucking nightmare where everyone pretends there's hope and just wait for it when, in fact, it just fucking sucks!
I am at the point where I'm almost laughing witnessing all this shit go down in life...there are no consequences for assholes and people tell you to pray to God and have hope when - what if nothing fucking matters man! Good God I haven't been through as much as most but I've totally lost interest because nothing seems to make any god damn sense and is it really worth it? I'm not so sure....hanging on for what ....there will always be total dick heads to fuck everything up and they seem to be winning! People say, hang in there...it will all be ok but, seriously man, will it???? They say the opposite of life is nothingness....well bring it fucking on man - I would prefer nothingness to the alternative living with freaky people that are not honest and go out of their way to impact other people's live negatively...I get it that other people have issues and they may go through life insecure and take it out on other unsuspecting individuals but it's just not OK. Maybe I'm naive but I don't expect other humans to treat me like crap or test me....who in the hell do they think they are....I'd rather die that deal with the status quo if the status quo keep allowing dickhead to win!
The problem with the rat race is it's full of FUCKING rats.....I don't want to resort to assholic behaviour to continue on in life if that's what is expected.
I'm pissed off but not enough to become a god damn asshole!