I read a few of the posts and almost everyone of the author was blaming it all their problems on some kind of "syndrome". I used to do the same. I cried because I was depressed. I took medications that didn't work. I attempted suicide once but I'm so fucking stupid it failed. At some point I realized that not everyone was put on this earth to be happy. Why? I struggled with that for a long time. Then it came to me; we are the contrast that gives meaning to the happy. If everyone were happy and well adjusted who would know, there would be nothing to compare it to. It’s only by seeing that they are better than you and me that they know they are happy. We are the black background that gives meaning to the colors and white space of the tapestry of our lives. So I learned my lesson. It doesn’t help to whine and complain because I am the person I am meant to be. The fact that I hate everyday that I wake up and hope to hell that I am fat and out of shape enough that I do not survive my first heart attack, which could happen any day if GOD is merciful. I am now 52 and I came to understand all of this about 15 years ago. I explained this to my shrink and he had me committed for 13 weeks; which cost me my job, my wife and even my kids wouldn't speak to me by the time I got out. I walked into my ex-shrinks office, interrupting a session, said "fuck you" and walked out. Since then I have accepted my station in life and life is almost tolerable. I just had to learn to quit fighting it. I am who I was intended to be so there is no point complaining and fighting it. | |
I agree with the OP but I seriously think he should try MDMA .. That shit will change your outlook overnight.
You however are different, You don't realise you have a problem and so will not search for a way to remedy your problem. lucky for you the disgust that most people feel when you are around is enough to classify you as the lowest form trash that had the benefit of existing as nobody on the internet. Luckily if a natural disaster had to happen in your area and you happened to die then that would one less saddening aspect of the said disaster. If hell exist it awaits you and if it doesn't I'm pretty sure you'll live you soon.
So toughen the fuck up and get ready for a world of hate which is ten times worse the the she-man who slapped you and fucked like the disposable human you are.
or else you could just apologise and from now on realise that most of these people don't care much for your crap attempt at trolling. Apologise and make your life mean more then condom still stuck in your ass. Help people out. be nice. be human. Your negative comments are the most impact you may have on this world. and the worse they are the less we feel for you. Actually your just a piece of shit... I give you 7 days.
BTW. professionals have been observing your comments and you might have a self destructive personality disorder. If I gave you the true term for the disorder then you'd probably find the correct medication for it? You only deserve what I give... 7 Days
On another note, I wish your shrink dies. Shrinks are the filth of the world, they pretend they can fix other people's mental illnesses when they can't cure themselves. Most shrinks become shrinks to solve their own psychological disorders. Hint: "A sick person cannot heal another sick person".
Any shrink reading this, kill yourself. I'm just planting seeds. If I can get I shrink to commit suicide, my life will not be in vain. Never give these idiots your money unless you need medication. Never get psychotherapy. I stormed out of my 1st psychotherapy cession because my shrink was trying to give me advice my mom gives me. I went "I'm not paying you a 100 bucks so that you give me stupid advice". I stormed out of there and I refused to pay.
Shrinks die.
There is certainly enough supporting evidence for me on this site alone to support your claim that people know they're happy by comparing themselves to others who they feel are less happy than they are. Most people don't really care that you're struggling--in fact, they may even be relishing your struggles. There is not much point in complaining or fighting against what you are.
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