My earliest memory.. My uncle tearing me open when i was 5. Im still left with scar tissue from when he raped me. over and over. I was raped again when i was 8 by a different man. all i remember from my childhood is being scared that someone would hurt me again. being scared of any men. At 9 years old i started developing very severe mental disorders. depression, anxiety, dissasociative disorders and early phsycosis. All i wanted was to die. i tried to die regularly. I would watch movies with women being raped and beaten over and over because i related to it so well.
At 12 my mental disorders had worsened by miles. i tried drowning myself before school everyday because everyday at school a girl would abuse me in every way. in class she would cut me with a compass or scissors she would make me miss class so she could get her friends to hold me down so she could beat me or abuse me sexually.
Once again i was raped by an older boy at school. One day i went into a full blown phsycotic episode. I took a knife to school so she couldnt hurt me that day. i wanted to cut her open the way she had done it to me every day for 2 years. Of course i was arrested and she was known as the victem ever since.
I was put in a mental ward for months and months.
Im on more medication than i could poke a stick at just so i can function these days. Life isnt much better in the past 5 years ive been severly beaten and burned by multiple men. ex lovers. of course i had never learned that being hurt isnt acceptable so i would just put up with it.
Im just waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel.
My advice for men/women/teenagers/kids in distress.. dont tollerate it. no one deserves to live through hell like i have. stand up for yourself.
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I hardly got turned on at all.
You however are different, You don't realise you have a problem and so will not search for a way to remedy your problem. lucky for you the disgust that most people feel when you are around is enough to classify you as the lowest form trash that had the benefit of existing as nobody on the internet. Luckily if a natural disaster had to happen in your area and you happened to die then that would one less saddening aspect of the said disaster. If hell exist it awaits you and if it doesn't I'm pretty sure you'll live you soon.
So toughen the fuck up and get ready for a world of hate which is ten times worse the the she-man who slapped you and fucked like the disposable human you are.
or else you could just apologise and from now on realise that most of these people don't care much for your crap attempt at trolling. Apologise and make your life mean more then condom still stuck in your ass. Help people out. be nice. be human. Your negative comments are the most impact you may have on this world. and the worse they are the less we feel for you. Actually your just a piece of shit... I give you 7 days.
BTW. professionals have been observing your comments and you might have a self destructive personality disorder. If I gave you the true term for the disorder then you'd probably find the correct medication for it? You only deserve what I give... 7 Days
~Nick
www.ThoughtsVent.com
That's horrible but those bitches will never be ok even wen they die they go to hell for Shure
Stay strong girl:)
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