Im Into Thug life, And So Im arrested and Kicked out of the house alot. My mom And I Fight Constently, I Live with my grandma with her six other kids, before it was eight kids but to ranaway. Exactly A year ago I lived in The streets of a city called portland Then Moved, to this town That Is contry A'f. No one here I can relate Because i come from a Poor family having nothing but a pair of pants and three shirts while being "Ghetto" and Not being a hick So I dont exactly fit in. I m forced to work 8-12 hours a day not being paid. Im always Trying to get money for clothes and For Food Because I have to take care of my self. My dad Left my Mom Because he was Tired of her family trying to control everything(they are control Freaks). On top of all this. I dated This amazing girl sence i was 8 im currently 16 and she moved to Newyork, So Life isnt so amazing, Im always Thinking of suicide but My little sister, And Bro Wouldnt last long on there Own... I did drugs for six months this year but i realized that it was just making everything Worst. I was Caught with drugs At school because There Were dogs At the school and they sniffed me out... Im Waiting for my court date But More then likly im going to jail.. I hate my Life and Is Always Looking for help and reaching out.. I dont know where else to turn... If I didnt have my sister and Brother to look out forr I would Of Took the cowardly way out of life along time ago.. Im completly on my own and Have no one to turn to sence All My homies Are back in the hood, so this is My life and Problems so there u go.. Please Comment and give advice I would be more then grateful, you will be forever in my doubt!