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i apologise

Posted by someone at June 6, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Philosophical

This isn't a story of how I have been sexually abused or someone in my life has died.
The truth is... life sucks big time.
Even for us 'well off' 'lucky' people there are problems of a different kind.I'm facing a problem right now where I would like to go to university, Physics, foundation year. I do enjoy physics, I really do but I feel I have to go to uni because I have no other choice. Due to the current social, economic and psychological state of the world it is impossible for me to get a job or an apprenticeship. My parents who have provided for me thus far are looking at redundancy and cannot afford to support me through uni anyway and the government student finance organisation has let me down as they will not even give me enough money for the cost of my accommodation, let alone food and other essentials. What little money they give me I have to pay back anyway. It looks like I have to take out a bank loan to support myself.
So if I go to uni I cant support myself without going into massive debt and struggling to repay for the rest of my life.
If I don't I cant get a job and so cannot afford to support myself anyway.
I'm stuck in the financial system that swore to protect people who couldn't manage.
So no I'm not the victim of abuse or massive loss. I am the victim of lack of care from a country that 'cares' and the greed of the bankes that caused this global situation.
Greed and carelessness reign.


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By anonymous at 12,Jun,12 17:24

Do you really enjoy physics or do feel as though you should enjoy physics because you've experienced success in physics classes and feel as though you should enjoy something?

I remember when I was probably around your age, I used to say that I enjoyed maths because I was fairly good at maths and I believe was somewhat conditioned into that response. It's tough to explain the conditioning process that went on but I truly believe that there was one. As I got older, however, I realized that I hated maths and school in general and the only reason I put with it was because I was psychologically coerced with the prospect of financial hardship for the rest of my life.
By anonymous at 14,Jun,12 21:27

I'm 24 and in two paragraphs you have basically summed up the entirety of my life between 16 and 24.

I've been a graduate professional for nearly 3 years and I don't even know what I really like.

By anonymous at 12,Jun,12 20:05

This country is always full of greedy scum. Tnats a capitalistic country for you. Although if you study engineering, you probabably will get a high earning job and pay back your debts pretty quickly. Although the apolcalypse is coming
By anonymous at 12,Jun,12 21:53

yeah just give up, we are all going to die soon, just do drugs and have fun, fuck it

By anonymous at 12,Jun,12 23:29

I'm in a similar situation as you and feel really shitty about it as well. My advice would be to find your true passion (if it really IS Physics, or not) and find internships at companies that have to do with your field of study. Most of them are unpaid, but can lead you to a paid position if they really like you. That is what I am trying to do now.

By anonymous at 18,Jun,12 18:59

Welcome to life! It sucks like that for everyone that has ever had to go to school unless you are one of the few with a free ride from the university or a well off benefactor. When you owe 60 grand in student loans, are working for minimum wage and can't afford to feed or clothe yourself because all of your earnings are going to pay for rent in a roach infested apartment that you can't afford to move out from...then come back and complain. Your life is really not that bad.

By anonymous at 07,Jul,12 17:32

This comment is to the asshole 17 year old teenage dirtbag on the life Sucks/ loneliness website who called me a useless washed up loser. Fuck you cunt. Your an ignorant worthless heartless piece of shit and pure evil. Go fuck yourself and FUCK YOU ASSHOLE.

By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 16:46

Just go away teenage dirtbag. Stop harassing me and I will stop harassing you. Just shut up and I will shut up. Don't comment to me and don't write to me. Go away from me and stay away.

By anonymous at 09,Jul,12 21:24

lets stop fighting. I just want peace.

By anonymous at 10,Jul,12 20:12

miss teenager. Im sorry. Lets make up and be friends.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 08:42

And my final comment to all of you who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

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