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I have been to the bottom and back...

Posted by You Wouldn't Remember Anyways at June 17, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 June

I have no friends, the people that I meet are pretty cool, until they meet somebody with something more to offer, and before you know it, i am old news. I was adopted as a baby, and I have some abandonment issues I guess... My parents and I are not OVERLY close, although I am VERY lucky to have both parents. Neither of them know that I am gay. My life has been a constant stream of shut outs...

I am native, but the native community doesnt accept me.
I look white, but the white community doesnt accept me.
I am gay, however the gay community doesnt accept me.
My previous friends who were straight, dropped me when I came out.

Everybody thinks I am just a crazy party girl, but that drunk girl who runs about is really the loneliest girl in the bar, I am there to feel the pressence of people, don't get me wrong, I have done the sober thing but then people just find my talking useless and annoying. I seem to have more friends when I drink however I HATE MYSELF DRUNK AND SOBER. A victim of childhood rape, racism, and bullying... what do i do? how do i fix this? why am i always alone...


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By mercy at 02,Jul,12 12:22

Good day peter puffer, Mite I say that you remind me of a bloke from Manchester, he too was not accepted just as you are not. That, my little bleeding arsehole of a ass pirate is a good thing. You should not be accepted and you should throw yerself in front of a trolly and give forth to the brite lite. By the way, are you a midget?
By anonymous at 06,Jul,12 09:29


Mercy is a fat ass slut. His mother was raped when she was pregnant with mercy in her womb. And when mercy saw a dick coming to him through her mothers vagina, he decided to add to the pleasure of the rapist by giving him a blowjob.

Motherfuckin' slut. People like you who make fun of others misery should be beaten to death. Thu...
By Cursed at 06,Jul,12 10:10

So I'm wondering, did you even get through second grade? You can't even form sentences? And if anyone takes Mercy seriously, then they definitely have no sense of humor...
By Form Sentences at 14,Jul,12 14:15

You should talk, can you spell Douche?
By No mercy at 07,Jul,12 09:01 Fold Up


By anonymous at 05,Jul,12 09:35

dont listen to an asshole like mercy, everyone on here knows mercy is a child. hang in there you will find good people.
By anonymous at 30,Aug,12 00:43

Mercy is a degenerate piece of shit born in a London outhouse. They neglected to flush him.

By Cursed at 05,Jul,12 15:52

I went on OkCupid- look me up: White-Mountain. And my email is
Look forward to chatting with you-
By Dyke Douche at 14,Jul,12 14:14

Hey Cursed, how about some personal hygiene to start with.

By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 21:01

honestly--i think you can find ppl that will love and accept long as you are nice to them. I think if I were you, I'd find a good therapist--this isn't a diss, I've gone to therapy at different points in my life and it helps to have a place to discuss issues and problems with a non-judgmental person.

By anonymous at 09,Jul,12 14:06

I really don't think you are gay. You are just so painfully hurt by people for all the shabby things they did to you. After ruling out all these, if you still are gay, well then you are gay. But don't be too ready to accept it. Give it time. And you are not alone. you feel alone because you feel you are not cared about. Stay with a lot more sober group. A change of place. Try to speak to someone who can lend you a ear. Not too much of it, just enough to let all the pain out.

By anonymous at 13,Jul,12 19:57

Anything worth having is worth the struggle. If you believe in yourself, you can make anything happen.

By anonymous at 15,Jul,12 00:41

You get rid of the bottle, that shit goes down hill once get older. You could try online dating, or community service to help your self esteem.

By anonymous at 22,Jul,12 00:47

Well internet amigo, I can relate to the not liking yourself drunk or sober. There really is no solution that I have found, but I'm pretty sure you need to like yourself sober before you can like yourself drunk (still working on this one.) But as a straight guy with a very flamboyantly gay male black friend, I would go back to the gay community and just try not to be that drunk person (no one likes to be the drunk person at the party). In all honestly they are awesome to hang out with and some of the most accepting people you will ever meet ( and who knows, you might find a girlfriend there). And from my experience, there is always several gay communities in an area (they get angry at each other way to easily lol) so go try to find another.

And good luck amigo

By anonymous at 08,Aug,12 15:16

hey shithead with the stfu comment. You should have been aborted at birth you puke. Its too bad your parents forgot to use a condom. The Internet should not allow nasty assholes such as you you fucking cretin. Shove it up your ass and FUCK YOU DIRTBAG.

By anonymous at 16,Aug,12 17:06

Im so full of hate anger bitterness depression loneliness and alienation. Im fucked up and the society I live in is fucked up.

By anonymous at 21,Aug,12 01:50

i continue. Im not interested anymore in getting a girlfriend. Fuck all of you heartless sluts. Most of you are cruel and evil. God forgot to give you a heart. So the Devil rules over you cunts. I dont care about any of you. Fuck all of you degenerate heartless sluts.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 02:03

And my final comment to all you dirtbags who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

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