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Posted by Chickensoup at June 18, 2012
Tags: 2012 June  Relationship

I'm 29, married with a daughter. If u ever meet or know me you'll see me as a happy loving caring person. You would even see my life as perfect. When in reality I'm a miserable unhappy person. Who tends to hurt the people she loves the most which are my husband and daughter. I'm not saying I beat them or torture them or mark them from the outside. I hurt them from the inside. My jealousy and insecurities get the best of me. I've notice I have always been this way all my life. I never had a real relationship until I was 18 which I needed up pregnant from at age 20. I had one relationship after I separated from my first boyfriend and later got married to a man who was abusive to me and my daughter. I divorced him after a year of marriage now I'married to a wonderful man who is younger than me by 3 1/2 years. He's like a prince charming a women's mr. Wonderful. I just happen to get so insure for the fact he seems to good to be true. I tend to always hurt him my bringing up his past. He mentioned to me once he'd always love his ex girlfriend for the simple fact shes the first girl he ever lived with. He was engaged to her and she walked out on him. It had been 3 years since they had been broken up. So I found it kinda weird he still talked about her. After dating for about a Month he proposed to me and we got married within 3 months of beening together. We bought a home and well I still dwell on what he once told me. I feel he rused with me to stop missing her. I'd what to feel or think sometimes.


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By anonymous at 02,Jul,12 23:56

what the FUCK are you complaining about you whiny ungrateful idiot??? you dont deserve all those men you piss bitch...i hate bitches like you who complain about nothing...OMG....im with a great guy!!! i got a kid i got divorced---GET A LIFE YOU ARROGANT IDIOT!!! YOURE NOT SUFFERING YOU ARE JUST A PITIFUL LOW LIFE!!!!


By Dicks at 05,Jul,12 02:45

I agree, what a useless cunt. I know their type: they are emotionally shat on by people who are better than them, and to comfort themselves they, as voyeurs, behold our piteous misery. Or: they are secretly pleased with their lot in life, but, like a flawless model who has a microscopic itchy bump, finds something to hypocritically moan about. FUCK YOU CUNT


By shinny at 05,Jul,12 05:08

u are verry lucky girl !!!!!!!
i think u should let go of the past and live in the now in the today ..........u have a man that loves u come on leave the past in the past ........and be happy for today and the great life u have go now and tell that man he is a great man from me


By anonymous at 05,Jul,12 18:19

You fucking dickless turds! Like you have any fucking idea how someone else feels, you goddamn pathetic rim-jobbers.

Chickensoup,

I feel your pain honey. Ever heard of bpd? Look it up and see if it fits you.

To everyone else, go fuck your mother!
By anonymous at 06,Aug,12 06:48

It's called being an ungrateful bitch.

Also, the person giving advice also telling people to fuck their mother's is usually an indication not to follow their advice...

Ever heard of bpd? Look it up, I think it fits you.


By anonymous at 24,Jul,12 10:57

u got married very quickyly. that cud be why ur insecure. how well do u know him? also when ur in early stages of a relationship it does hurt if he brings up his ex so i understand that. maybe u have other issues which u havent mentioned that are gettin to u?


By EKO1 at 17,Aug,12 15:08

IM GONNA BE HONEST.IF HE IS STILL TALKING ABOUT HER THAN YOU ARE JUST BEING USED,YOU ARE THE LEFT OVERS,IM SORRY TO SAY BUT SHE REALLY WAS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE,HE DIDNT WANT TO SAY ALONE SO HE SETTLED FOR YOU.A USED AND ABUSED FEMALE WHO CARRY'S BAGGAGE AROUND HER FROM A PRIOR RELATIONSHIP THAT DIDNT WORK OUT,WHAT DO YOU EXPECT THAT HE STILL MISSES HIS TRUE LOVE,HE REALLY MADE A MISTAKE MARRYING A GIRL WITH A MESSED UP PRIOR HISTORY. THE TRUTH HURTS,AND LIFE SUCKS!


By anonymous at 19,Aug,12 19:58

He's cheating on you and everyone is laughing at you


By anonymous at 25,Aug,12 10:34

Hi there dont let the negative remarks get u Down. Your life isn't that bad it is just imperfect as what a life should be. Don't ask for perfection. U r very blessed to have him in your life.
He might still be in love with his Ex but the mere fact that he married u despite all proved that u r special in his heart in one way or another.
We all hope to be the no. 1 in our lover 's eyes but that is all fairy tale or maybe only happen to 0.001% of the population in this world.
U r already very lucky. Look past all these and build a great new future with him ! All the best. :)


By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 23:03

And my final comment to all you asswipes who harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.


By anonymous at 04,Feb,13 15:17

Kill yourself. You are useless


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