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Posted by Bud at June 18, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 June  Philosophical

sometimes i think i was not meant for this world. i dont fit in. i spend my days taking care of what others need and apparently i am very good at it. i actually make a living at it. i like who i am. i am proud of what i do, but there is no one that sees me for who i am. i need someone to care about what i need. i need someone who wants to make me happy. i gave/give pieces of myself away and i have nothing left. i can spend days sleeping. no one can hurt me when i am sleeping. people like to compete with me and challange me. can't we just be happy for each other and enjoy each other. why do people have to be so mean and how is it that i can love so deeply and completely and be alone. why am i so sad and alone. i know mean people who have been happily married for 20 years. would i be happier if i were meaner? i want to give up. were it not for my last kittie, i would consider it, but she is so old (17) and sll she wants is my company. she makes me feel blessed, but i know she will die soon. i made a committment to take the best care of her that i could and leaving her would be hard for her at this age. i try so hard to be the kind of person that i can be proud of and i do ok, but my choices have left me alone and wasted. i am so sick of myself.


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By broken at 02,Jul,12 20:56

Get another kitty... Just don't turn into one of those mad old women who own 60 cats And reeks of feline piss

Tell the universe what you want, and then kick it in the balls until it gives it to you
By anonymous at 09,Jul,12 13:36

completely agree... kick it in the balls. I would like to add one more thing, you need to find something that you can care for and be acknowledged all the same. Go for a nice dog, not like a chihuahua, more like labrador or german shepherd or something.

Moreover look for something in life that fulfills you while you are doing it rather than the result. People will not like you initially because it will remind them you are happy but I think you need to have a dream. And a dog.
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 11:50

Wow, you two are just... horrible. Evil, selfish, and wicked. Trying so desperately to bend such a pure and true soul... plz dont change. Its people like you that still give me hope in this awful world ruled by these testosterone, neanderthal, selfish drunk pigs who believe they should be served first before serving others

By anonymous at 03,Jul,12 05:17

There are other caring good hearted people like yourself out there. Theres not a lot, but they're out there. Dont be 'meaner' be yourself, if someone gives you a hard time though, be honest with em. Sometimes you do need to be blunt, tell people off, thats part of life, but that doesn't mean you have to be cruel.

So you are alone? Have you thought of joining a church, a book club, volunteer somewhere, yoga, gym etc... Theres tons of places to meet people.

If you are depressed try exercising, its natures cure for depression.

Jesus has helped me, maybe try prayer.

God bless.
By anonymous at 18,Jul,12 04:00

Matthew 11:28 Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.

By horny bitch at 03,Jul,12 11:28

I have a lovely kitten too.
At nite before bedtime i would pour some milk into my pussy and let the hungry lil thing lick it clean with its horny tongue until i'm wet with my own juice! It feels great and i love it.
By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 06:08

Well you're just a horny little NASTY bitch. Can't you find a man...gee whizz..

By anonymous at 03,Jul,12 21:05

To the comment above. How stupid.

By anonymous at 06,Jul,12 12:21

It sounds like you need to explore if you are suffering depression, sleeping all the time is a sign of depression. So is feeling worthless. I strongly urge you to seek professional help to see if you arebdepressed. The beyond blue website is also a good place to start. When you are depressed it is hard to see anything clearly. Exercise helps and so does the love of animals like a kitten, but if you really are suffering depression it needs to be treated both physiologically and psychologically. Good luck

By anonymous at 07,Jul,12 15:05

I can relate to how you feel. I too, do the exact same thing. I recently took a week off from work and I spent it in my room in total darkness just flipping through the tv channels. I didn't want to go outside or even talk to anyone, I just wanted to be alone and try to understand why everything is so difficult. Why people can't see or understand how they hurt others by way of their actions or words? Soon I have to make myself face all of them again, so I am working now on myself to be strong and stand tall and not let them see or know that they brought me down the way they did. I do TRY and have FAITH in GOD. I just know, that right now,deep in my heart that it is very hard to understand and forgive. Stay strong and true to yourself!!

By anonymous at 07,Jul,12 21:40

road trip?

By anonymous at 08,Jul,12 16:10

Hey 17 year old teenage dirtbag. I would rather be a washed up loser rather than a despicable ASSHOLE like you. I am bigger than my job as a grocery bagger. I'm worth a lot more than that. And IM GLAD I DIDNT END UP AS A CRUEL SELFISH SELF CENTERED VAIN SHALLOW ASSHOLE LIKE YOU. At least I have a heart; unlike you. At least I'm a moral person ; unlike you. You fucking tapeworm you have no heart no morals no conscience. And you don't know anything about depression and mental illness you ignorant fucker. Your not worth the dirt inside my fingernails. I'm as disgusted with you as you are with me. IM GLAD IM NOT YOU. And for your information YOU are the one who started this stupid feud with your nasty idiotic comment you fucking troll you fucking ignoramus. Mentally challenged and MORALLY challenged you are. You have no morals at all. That's your problem. You don't see the evil and cruelty of what your doing. And I'm to just shut up and take shit and abuse from you degenerate nasty ignorant fuckers. You want to trash me on this website then I will trash you. Its YOU who started harassing me and its YOU who needs to back off and leave me alone. Its YOU fucking trolls that have unleashed the hate anger insults and curses from from me. Its because of cruel assholes like you why I'm cursing and insulting throughout this entire website. Are you proud of yourself?Ive sunk down to your low level. You assholes can bring anybody down.At least I have morals. And I sure don't want to end up as a cruel nasty selfish asshole like you. And as depressed as I am IM GLAD IM NOT AN ASSHOLE LIKE YOU. I don't want to be like you and I don't want to live like you. Id rather be a loser rather than an asshole and YOU are a certified asshole. When you shut up and stop harassing me with your cruel stupid comments then I will shut up. I will leave you alone when you stop harassing me. Its YOU who needs to leave me alone. Believe me I don't want anything to do with you. I would not touch you with a 50 foot pole. I don't want you anywhere near me. Go away from me and stay away. Stop harassing me. Don't write again.
By broken at 09,Jul,12 07:43

I get very aroused when you're angry....
By anonymous at 09,Jul,12 13:09 Fold Up

Does not change the fact (and you just proved it by what you wrote) you are old, you have a nowhere job, you are a loose cannon on the edge, and ugly, washed up and will never have a young girlfriend like me.
By anonymous at 09,Jul,12 13:39

I want I want. But you see, youth is not forever.

By anonymous at 12,Jul,12 05:10

you could try being more aggressive, but you probably can't be- I have tried to discard my feelings in any way I can, I have tried to be mean and ruthless and be the one taking instead of being taken by others....doesnt work and likely nobody appreciates you or notices that you try at all- worst of all - the people we attract as friends and lovers could never appreciate or love the waY WE oversensitive ppl can- i have no answers for u...just my 2 cents

By anonymous at 17,Jul,12 23:27

Go fuck something.....

By anonymous at 18,Jul,12 01:01

hey i feel the same way man. dont give up, i havent yet

By anonymous at 05,Aug,12 21:30

The more you give the more people use you. I live similar to you......everybody takes and takes...they are emotional vampires. Time to stop giving!! Honestly...nobody really appreciates people like you. At the moment maybe but as soon as they feel better they don't need you any more. People suck.

By anonymous at 22,Aug,12 13:43

Hey penis breath. If your reading this from your outhouse residence or the sewers that you call your home: you need to fuck yourself and you need to get off the website. Comments from assholes retards dirtbags lowlifes and degenerates such as you are NOT welcome. I dont care to read your stupidity and degeneracy. Keep your retarded asshole comments to yourself dirtbag. I dont care to read them. Go away troll. FUCK OFF.
By anonymous at 25,Aug,12 16:43

And penis breath Family values or rather Asshole values and that cretin Broken are LIARS. They have been harassing me and writing horrible lies about me. They are confusing me with someone else. DONT believe their lies readers. These evil degenerates enjoy harassing people and enjoy watching others suffer and they will tell lies if they have to. These people are lower than shit. These assholes should be deleted from the website. Evil scum describes them.

By anonymous at 23,Aug,12 16:10

im now 44 years old and the assholes and trolls are still harassing me on this website. The Devil continues to rule this fucked up world and I continue to suffer. I hate women and I hate people.

By anonymous at 29,Aug,12 20:26

YOUR the cocksucker asshole. Keep your disgusting fucked up lifestyle to yourself you piece of maggot infested shit. You gay faggots nauseate me. If you try to come near me your going to get a wooden baseball bat pounding. I will pound the hell out of you. Understand? Now get lost you fucking faggots.

By anonymous at 31,Aug,12 21:53

Fuck off 17 year old cocksucker. Go flush yourself down the commode. You belong in a Satanic church miss 17 year old cocksucker. Teenage penisbreath describes you.You have the mind of an infant. FUCK OFF YOU COCKSUCKING TEENAGE SLUT.
By anonymous at 05,Dec,12 00:20

That cant be the real Just 17. I hope not. This is an impostor. Miss Just 17 I apologize to you. Some evil person is impersonating you and Father Mcnally to cause confusion and to get us to hate eachother. As the lonely bagger Im sorry. This world is full of evil.

By anonymous at 01,Sep,12 01:57

And my final comment to all you assholes who have harassed me is FUCK YOU ASSHOLES.

By anonymous at 16,Sep,12 00:43

Its sad how much evil exists on this website. Too many nasty people on here. Its depressing.

By anonymous at 12,Mar,13 15:21

I don't know if if can help you but I think nobody really appreciates you as a person and you give everything to people and get nothing back that has to be very hurtful. I think you need a friend that will inspire you and be there for you as support and lift yours spirits that would help you get through things. This world is very hard on people and somebody just needs to give you a break. I hope you find happiness and god bless you!

By anonymous at 01,Apr,14 20:02

Being good at something and making a living is a feat in itself. I hope you never have to learn the hard way what awful shits other human beings can be.

By Lavon at 27,Dec,16 08:46

Posts like this brgeithn up my day. Thanks for taking the time.

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