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I hate this person more than I hate boy bands.
I too am suffering. I lost both my parents due to disease. I lost my father in 2011 from heart disease and stroke, and I lost my mother from stroke in 2015. They both suffered for years from health proboems. My mother was the most important person in the world to me. I cried for six weeks after she died. Stroke is a cruel horrible disease, and it often strikes good people. The sadness and grief I feel are indescribable. I love my mother more than anything else. Everyday existence for me is a hell as I have to live without her. Its a painful privation and deprivation. Nature is cruel and heartless.
Im stuck in a badly decaying house which is falling apart with mold, mildew, and vermin everywhere. I cannot afford exterminators and repairmen, so I have to suffer in this squalor. I break my back at the supermarket where I still work cleaning, sweeping, and wiping tons of garbage, leaves, dust, and stains, and receive no medical benefits and receive minimum wage. OCD, depression, mental torment, mental anguish, sadness, grief is my life day in, day out, year in, year out. I live in fear of ending up in hell. According to Fundie Christians such as David J. Stewart, billions of people are dooked to end up in hell including many Christians for one reason or another to be tortured forever. If one didnt believe the entire Bible word for word, then its hell, and if one failed to belong to the true church(if there is such a thing) then its hell according to these Fundies. The Calvinist God and Calvinist religion is the cruelest and worst of all. Calvinism is the worship of an evil God.
Human evil abounds and God allows it and Natural evil abounds such as stroke, aneurysm, heart disease, cancer, ebola, box jellyfish, centipedes, widow spiders, ticks, fleas, lice, earwigs, ants, mosquitoes, birth defects, miscarriages, hurricanes, tsunamis, earthquakes, pestilence, drought, famine, flooding, mass starvation plagues this planet. What kind of sick demon created harlequin ichthyosis, a repulsive deadly disease which afflicts babies? I have seen pictures of this disease and it makes me want to throw up. Does this look like the creation of a loving, merciful being? Do you see love and mercifulness here? I dont. This looks more like the work of the Devil or a demon and not the work of a loving God.
Thank you for reading Father Mcnally. I feel bad for you. What can we do about it? Theres not much we can do. The Devil continues ruling this world and not a loving God. Maybe the Devil is steonger and smarter than given credit for, and its the Devil who is winning this war. Thousands to millions of years of evil, pain, suffering, death and extinctions since prehistoric times is the sad reality which is this Devilish world.
Im not sure its a good idea to converse here Father Mcnally, as my presence here has caused a disturbance in June 2012 to January 2013 with the feuding with the trolls. Thats never going to happen again. I try to be a good, kind person. Im really a good hearted person. We are fortunate that we have a website like this where
So how are you doing today,Father Mcnally? Im here by myself at home.
Lewis doesnt mention anything about the suffering and death of good innocent animals and pets. It should be pointed out that animals have suffered and died and become extinct for millions of years since prehistoric times at the hands of Nature and at the hands of human beings.
Lewis writes about his fear that he may never see his wife again. He loints out that theres not any mention in the Bible that we will be reunited with our loved ones in heaven. Its also disturbing that theres no mention of animals and pets having an afterlife in the Bible. I cannot be happy without my pets in heaven and I cannot be happy without my parents in heaven. One of my fears is that either pets have no afterlife at all, or the afterlife for pets is in a different location from the afterlife for humans. I also fear ending up in hell. My mind is tormented. I live in endless grief, sadness, mental torment, anxiety, apprehension, and fear.
Horrible nightmares plague me for the last 26 years, severe depression for the last 33 years and made worse by the loss of both my parents. Im 48, and the world has been a horrible place fod as long as I can remember.
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