Ok, were to begin. My mother has had cancer ever since I can remember. The only memories of my childhood is of my mom not having the strength to sit alone in front of the toilet to vomit, all her hair falling out. She got so sick that when I was in first grade we didn’t think she was going to make the year.
My dad never wanted anything to do with me. He had my older brother which was his whole life and the 2 children with his 2nd wife, I was the only one that didn’t matter. I grew up with some daddy issues, it’s true. On my only brothers wedding he was there and I made this big seen, crying telling him how he hurt me and how sad I was his other children didn’t even know I was there sister.
After the wedding I had a heart to heart with my mom, telling her how unwanted I felt. She told me the story how they were young and separated but never regretted having me.
Sound like a great ending?
What a pitty it wasn’t true, my mom lied to me in my face about how my dad is. The truth is she had no idée. My brother was my rock, he help everything heal again. 2 months after his wedding, my only brother how I love more than anything in this life died in a helicopter crash. He was 26.
Now 1 month after his death my mom tells me she has skin cancer and she as no fight in her anymore. This lost my brother and now I have to start saying goodbye to my mom.
And do you know what, I’m so grateful for everything I have. I love life because I know how short and unfair it can be at times. | |
GOD SAVE THE QUEEN
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