Well I was married for 7 years...been with her for 3 years before that...april 7th she decided that the marriage was over...she told me she doesnt love me anymore so after one weeks notice that there was a problem in my marriage she told me to leave...I think I can deal with that but we have 2 kids...now I only get to see them 2 times a week and every second weekend...
I started a business with her dad, he fired me on the 8th of april, I now live with my parents...told that if I fight for the business that they would keep the kids from me...I did everything to grow the business I was making a 100 grand a year, started out just myself and I never slept in order to get it to that point, no help from anyone...
she got a restraining order and I never did anything, she lied to keep the kids from me and woman are always right...on my kids I never did anything for her to be scared of me like she says she is...its just a tactic...I broke the order and talked to her for fifteen minutes, asked if we could work this out and she said no, I went home and the cops came and put me in jail...
I have never been in touble with the law, 16 hours in leg irons...just for trying to save my marriage.
I miss my kids, but they keep me going, not strong but going...I miss them so much, I cry every day, I cry in front of strangers...
the worst part is that every time I sleep I dream that we are talking and going to work something out, then I wake up and see that it was just a dream. now that sucks...I wish i could just move on, but I miss my kids so much.
I think in this life we choose our own path...why did I chose this one? | |
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