So, basically I hate my life right now. I just hate my family so much because they're all selfish, unaware assholes, and I wish I could just live someone else's life at this point. My parents have made the most terrible decisions throughout their lives. For example, we live a fucking 60 miles from where they work and where me and my bros have always gone to school. They never chose to move so I live in a rundown shack while i have to commute everyday and go to school with a bunch of rich snobs who just make me hate my life even more. Also, my parents are never willing to drive me even though they chose to live so fucking far away from everything and i am too embarrassed that my rich friends come to my house that I basically never get to see anybody. Complete solitude. Because of that, i basically just shut myself off to everyone. Oh and just to top things off, my dad has always suffered from depression, but just this year he had a meltdown and walked straight out of his good paying job. Now, we're more fucking broke than we were before and i have to act all cheery around my dad when all i want to do is keel over and die. Everyone's so distracted by his depression that nobody's ever thought to think that i might be struggling with some issues with it as well. Well, actually i did ask my parents about getting a shrink but they never go through with anything so that's why i'm sitting at home for the summer and just digging myself deeper and deeper into a hole of hopelessness and depression. | |
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