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I don't know what's wrong with me

Posted by j at June 24, 2012
Tags: 2012 June

When I was younger I was very social. I was really clever always had something funny to say. I could always make people laugh. Now I'm 17 and I'm socially awkward. I can barley fucking hold a conversation with anyone even my closest friends. I've had many chances to go for a girl that I really cared about and she cared about me and completely fucked it up. I used to be good with people, but ever since I've been in high school I've just been different. Even my very bestfriends have been becoming more distant from me. I've heard them saying I've changed and have become a little annoying and creepy now, because I barely talk anymore. I guess I'm just not meant to be around people now. I've gotten to a point of depression I haven't made one genuine connection with a human being in at least 5 years. That's all I used to live for. I feel like I'm the only one with this problem. My parents pulled me out of school so I just sit around my house lonely and bored. I hate my life. But fuck it I'm just gonna go get drunk.


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By anonymous at 05,Oct,12 06:21

So sad! Join a group, club, get a job, just get out there. It might take practice but you can change this kind of thing. You just have to get up and do it.


By anonymous at 07,Oct,12 23:54

I tend to isolate when depressed, too. Trust me, you are NOT the only person w/this problem. Just throwing this out there, but sometimes, actually fairly often, in the teen years, chemicals in ppls brains get a bit out of whack...not "crazy" necessarily, but depression and anxiety are pretty common. I think if you go to a doc, and tell them what you have told us here, that they may be able to help, by 1. getting you a person to talk your probs thru with and 2. by helping you and maybe getting you on an anti-depressant. I had serious social anxiety, and after I went on ...well it took me a few tries to find the right one for me...but when I found the right medication, I felt like a huge weight was lifted off of me, I felt free...it helped alot. It didn't make everything perfect, but allowed me to interact w/others and then that kind of creates a more positive feedback loop. I wish you lots of luck and lots of hope.


By anonymous at 10,Oct,12 09:13

Wow I swear I could have written this except I'm a girl and 22 years old. I, too, feel like I haven't made any genuine connections with anyone since before I was 17. These days it seems like everyone ignores me and I literally talk to no one except for my boyfriend who is very abusive. Please get help before you get to be my age by at least joining a club, seeking a counsellor/therapist or getting a part time job, anything that will force you to socialize more with people. Please don't end up like me because once you dig yourself a hole it only gets worse until the depression and anxiety completely consumes you and your entire personality is destroyed.
By broken at 15,Oct,12 07:12

Are you fat
By anonymous at 15,Oct,12 19:46 Fold Up

Commit suicide. It's the only way you'll find peace
By anonymous at 18,Oct,12 21:12

wtf--i hope that you, personally are not considering suicide? but honestly, wtf-why would you suggest this to someone?! Think about the potential consequences before you post.
By anonymous at 21,Oct,12 02:49

^ totally agree... like what the actual fuck, what if she DOES do it?! ugh seriously think before u go rambling on about shit


By anonymous at 15,Oct,12 00:04

i got the same problem your not alone


By anonymous at 15,Oct,12 22:48

trust me u r not the only one..the situation is same for me too


By concerned at 03,Nov,12 10:04

This site sucks-whoever admins it is in way over their head-it's over-run w/ppl who actually suggest suicide, even methods for it, instead of giving support to those in need. I don't want this to happen, but logically, whoever runs this site will likely end up with a death on their hands and a law suit sooner or later, if not already. They need to get a handle on this site or take it down.
By anonymous at 03,Nov,12 21:36

Suicide suggestion: sharp razor. Cut the femoral artery in your thigh. Less nerves down there to feel pain. Death in less than a minute
By anonymous at 15,Nov,12 13:01

Wtf are u telling ppl to kill themselves for u fucking bastard you do realise the tounge is the most powerful weapon and if she actually does commit suicide the blood and blame is all your fucking fault and you will be judged you're going to HELL young man
By anonymous at 15,Nov,12 18:26

Cunt, I already live in hell. Seriously if Satan even exists, there is nothing worse than he could throw at me that I've already had thrown at me. Doubt me at your own peril
By anonymous at 15,Nov,12 18:56

so you are miserable-do you have to spread misery to everyone else and take them down w/you? No, you don't you are behaving in a very self-centered and cruel manner.


By HEY !! at 27,Nov,12 13:39

First of all, you have tu accept yourself, you're probably ugly and don't have a job, and your parents are stupid peasants. .. My recomendation is Listen to MORRISSEY and THE SMITHS... then forget about womens, get a job, start hating your parents and beeing rebel... and find yourself a hobby, is well known that the only usefull hobby for a person that not participate in real life is READING, but no like harry potter gay shit.. i say read philosophy, german philosophy, and british literature, and hardcore stuff like that... then when you have a job, and get good at reading, start WRITING, y you are a lonely creep maybe you could be a good writer someday.


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