|Posted by anonymous at June 26, 2012|
|Tags: 2012 June|
I am 23 years old, female
I have no close friends.
I have never had a boyfriend, never been kissed.
I am unemployed.
I have applied for several jobs and have not been successful for each one, even those specialized programs which assist those who are long term unemployed.
I have no money and because I am still living with my parents and at college I am not eligible for unemployment benefits (my family is not rich and I have to hear them complain about working hard for the dollar).
I recently had an interview and I was so sure that I was going to get the job because I was only one other applicant who applied and I still did not get it.
I have an exam tomorrow which I have not studied for weighing 75%
I am in so much debt with college fees
I have rat(s) living in my room
All I do is play video games all day
I am extremely neurotic and psychotic but I do not qualify for any mental illness.
I was labelled an 'at risk student' back in high school and put in special education due to my lack of cognitive ability but I do not qualify for an intellectual disability.
I am a lazy slob.
I have poor self esteem.
I have very poor social skills and am wasting time and money studying human resources because my transcript shows fails for every other subject I do.
I do not see a future for myself.
I hate my life. I am forever alone.