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My Life Is Crap

Posted by mylifeiscrap at June 27, 2012
Tags: 2012 June

My life is so fucking stupid. I have been in this rut ever since we moved to this bummed out, secluded, worthless town 2 years ago. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I havn't seen any of my friends for 2 years now. I am stuck in the house. No job will hire me and I applied at over 200 jobs within the past 2 years. My moms a bitch and won't teach my how to drive. I stay in the house all freaking day with no one to talk to and just watch tv. There is no where to go, no one around and nothing to do. I gained about 17 lbs that won't come off no matter what I do. I am broke and have no mony. no friends. I am 18 and out of school and wasting my life away. When my mom told me we were moving to is sad excuse for a town, I hated her and hate her more now for the fact that she lied and told me since it's far out she would drive me places when I needed. I began to hate her. I have nothing and nobody. If God saves me one day out of this mess, I will never return and not have any contact with her for partially making my life crap.


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By anonymous at 27,Oct,12 18:31

If you finished highschool then go to a college. You can get all kinds of loans for community college and the best part is you can go to one anywhere. They will give you workstudy which is an on campus job. LEAVE and never come back!!!
By anonymous at 04,Nov,12 03:58

Whatever you do, DONT take out any loan for college, its a scam. Ask the growing number of students that graduated in this shitty economy and had their credit and lives destroyed because of student loans.

Your best bet is to join the military they will pay for your education. Join the navy or the air force not the army. Good luck

By anonymous at 27,Oct,12 21:01

I want all my orifices violated!
By anonymous at 27,Oct,12 21:02

Can I ram a gym dumbbell all up inside you?

By anonymous at 29,Oct,12 11:02

Wow,I'm in the exact situation as you,for the first time im so fucking happy that someone understands how I feel.Good Luck I hope we can both get outta here.But in a way your lucky,Im underage and stuck in a different continent.You can legally leave that house your in,and before I go again..good luck.Im supporting you :)

By anonymous at 02,Nov,12 14:49

You should find a hobby like making music, singing, or practicing anything you really want to do...just to pass the time until you can get out. I felt the same way when I was a teenager, but now I wish my Mama was still alive. I lost her when I was 25 years keep in mind that she wont last forever. And you never know how long you have. It will get better... just make it that way. You're an adult now.. change what you want changed. :) I hope you get happy soon sweetie!

By anonymous at 03,Nov,12 10:20

Join the military
By anonymous at 03,Nov,12 22:30

Another good suicide suggestion

By anonymous at 05,Nov,12 04:38

your life would have been crap either way. srap is Gods way of making us suffer. why? only He knows. but tell ya what. they say that the more you suffer in this world, the less you will in the hearafter. true story so yea, fucking suffer away homie. maybe become a boxer

By anonymous at 10,Nov,12 23:20

Join the military. You get pay, health benefits and will leave west bubbafuck
By anonymous at 11,Nov,12 18:25

And get denied treatment for PTSD from the VA. Fuck off

By anonymous at 14,Nov,12 11:35

Why just sit on your fat ass and do nothing. No job isn't going to hire you because you're a fatty fat fat, especially no fast food restaurant isn't nearly going to hire your fat ass, for what, so you can put them out of business.
By anonymous at 14,Nov,12 19:34

She should become a Meth dealer/addict. Lots of money (an old friend, ex meth dealer made enough money to buy a three story Victorian in SF, plus an 800 series BMW an repeated trips to exotic locales as Bora Bora.. Of course dipstick became a meth head, got arrested, went to prison, became a complete narcissist.. Got out of prison, educated himself enough to get a high level position in Solar Energy...went back to smoking methnevery night ( I predicted he'd lose his BF and job within 6 months. Happened in 5). Now living in his moms house at 57 years old, moved in his prison BF, can't pay mortgage.. Oh forget it. Stay fat and stay away from meth

By anonymous at 14,Nov,12 19:51

Get raped. You'll love it
By anonymous at 15,Nov,12 22:00

Yes! I got gang banged by the local chapter of Los Nortenos and the Catholic church clergy and I feel so much more like a beautiful woman

By anonymous at 14,Nov,12 21:24

GO to college, ppl who have something to say about loans obviously did not go to college, I'm a student, student loans are good for your credit, by the time you finish school the recession will be over. Going to college you will get an education (Bachelor's is now required for most jobs), a place to stay (dorm), work study (a job), and food (meal plan). You could get a scholarship if you're a good student, there are schools that GUARANTEE funding and take pride in it, there are only a few like St. Augustine in the south. You can go anywhere with college, east, west, south, north, but most importantly out of that little town.

College loans are the best kind of loans to have, very small interests rates and you don't have to start paying it back until 6 months after you graduate. Don't let these ignorant fools tell you otherwise. In the south, you can go to college for $5,000 a year (really cheap) or look at schools in your state, so you can get in state tuition.

You've got to make moves. Call a family member and ask if you can live with them for about 2 months. During those 2 months hunt for jobs and look for apartments. Look for internships with non-profits, like there's a internship in LA with a human trafficking group, they pay for your housing and pay a small stipend, not much but it's starting somewhere. Use the internet, talk to to your high school counselor or a job agency, find out your options. If you are truly unhappy, you will find a way.
By anonymous at 21,Nov,12 02:15

College graduate here. I wish I had never taken out a student loan. Despite my education, the only job I can get is a minimum wage job I'll never be able to survive at (especially while paying back student loans on top of it). Cost of living was much lower in the craphole town I lived in. I was living comfortably before when I only had a high school diploma, now I'm struggling to survive. Fuck college.
By anonymous at 21,Nov,12 20:16

What was your major?

By anonymous at 06,Apr,13 16:38

Leave! Pack a bag and walk out of your house! I did with zero dollars in my pocket! I relied on shelters and complete strangers to help me. Eventually I enrolled in school and had enough extra money to get a place. I found a job and was able to take care of myself. Thank god I did it because I met my best friends and my boyfriend. I can't imagine what my life would be like if I sat at home waiting for someone else to change my life!

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