How to overcome
your loneliness

Stop Anxiety
and panic attacks

Dating advice
for women over 30

Save Your Relationship
No Matter How Bad
Your Situation Appears

LIFE SUCKS

Stories submitted by real people.

[Tell Your Story]

Bookmark and Share

Categories:

Abuse  Addictions  Alcohol  Anger  Anxiety  Appearance  Attitude  Bad Luck  Childhood  Crime  Death  Disappointment  Drinking  Drugs  Environment  Failure  Family  Friendship  General  Health  Independent circumstances  Job  Justice  Juvenile problems  Life Story  Loneliness  Meaninglessness  Mistakes  Money  Philosophical  Poverty  Prank  Racial  Relationship  Religion  Reputation  School  Sexuality  Society  Sociopathy  Stepdad  Stepmom  Stress  Tragic Events  Unemployment  Violence  


Archive by Month:
July 2012
2012 June
2012 May
2012 April
2012 March
2012 February
2012 January
2011 December
2011 November
2011 October
2011 September
2011 August
2011 July
2011 June
2011 May
2011 April
2011 March
2011 February
2011 January
2010 December
2010 November
2010 October
2010 September
2010 August
2010 July
2010 June
2010 May
2010 April
2010 March
2010 February
January 2010
December 2009
November 2009
October 2009
September 2009
August 2009
July 2009
June 2009
May 2009
April 2009
March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
May 2008
February 2008
January 2008


Ads:

Back to Start

Posted by Anony-Mouse at July 11, 2012
Tags: July 2012

I hate my life because of the fact that every time I try to get somewhere or go after my dreams, I get shut down. This is an example of something that actually happened to me:

Good Things:
-Joined a company selling laptops and made about $2,000 my first week off a sale
-Got a great girlfriend who was the first girl I ever fully felt safe with and connected with on such a level
-Got away from my emotionally and sometimes physically abusive mother who hates me because I'm transgender
-Got two jobs
-Finally bought a moped after years of taking the bus
-Moved out on my own and lived rent free with my girlfriend's coworker

Then my life happened:
-Company turned out to be a scam and involved with credit card fraud. Now I owe $2,000 to collections even after fighting my case.
-Girlfriend dumped me after a month to marry the man I was living with for his money.
-Had to move back in with mom because I couldn't find work and lost all my money taking the city bus to apply to jobs. She literally takes every chance she can to belittle me and remind me how much she does not care for me.
-Lost my previous two jobs even the one that my boss said he'd rehire me for
-Moped broke down on the way to girlfriend's house. Apparently the guy I bought it from completely messed up the wiring and two different mechanics couldn't fix it.

I hate my life. There are so many things that I want to do and I am working so hard to do them and am getting nowhere. I want to travel and see the world. I want to get married and have a family. I want to leave my state and move back to the big city where I came from. But it feels like no matter what I do, I always end up right back at the starting line. I can't travel if I can't get a license. I've had 14 people agree to give me driving lessons and no one has followed through. I can't get married without a girlfriend. None of my relationships last more than a month and I honestly just give up after that last one. I can't go anywhere without a job because I won't have the money to do it. I especially won't be able to even rent a car or a place thanks to my horrible debt.

It's like this:
Life gives me lemons. I make lemonade and set up a lemonade stand and slowly start gaining customers. Then one day a storm wrecks my lemonade stand, squishes all my lemons, and kills off all my customers. Screw you life. I'm going home.


Votes:


Similar Entries:
To all the altruistic people out there, start being selfish July 9, 2012
can not start over February 28, 2012
..............Who Cares July 28, 2011
Just waiting. February 27, 2012
What to do... June 24, 2012



New Comment

Comments:
By zure oprispingen at 07,May,18 01:13

Some symptoms associated with neck conditional fortai.terug.amsterdam/hoe-te-solliciteren/nek-artrose-symptomen.html could explicit the constitution of a temerity scene or the spinal intertwine is at hazard, or it is credible that there is an underlying imperfection or infection. These symptoms cowi.artrose.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/como-curar-artrose.html can bridle radiating paroxysm, tingling, numbness, or puniness into the shoulders, arm, or hands, neurological problems with rivalry, walking, coordination, or bladder and cratfa.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/spieren-schouder.html bowel suppress, fever or chills.


By teen prothese at 07,May,18 13:54

Some symptoms associated with neck throes cyclre.pijnweg.amsterdam/handige-artikelen/orthiflor-junior.html could evince the forcefulness of a moxie division or the spinal qualifications is at hazard, or perchance there is an underlying inability or infection. These symptoms inno.artritis.amsterdam/online-consultatie/magnesiumolie-waar-te-koop.html can burst with radiating open to the spirited, tingling, numbness, or powerlessness into the shoulders, arm, or hands, neurological problems with coffee accustom, walking, coordination, or bladder and lenxmo.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/drukpunten-nekpijn.html bowel bid into public notice the rectify, fever or chills.


By gewrichtspijn bij griep at 08,May,18 08:56

Neck pain in the butt puissance be trifling and without even trying ignored, or vervo.artrose.amsterdam/hoe-te-solliciteren/achillespeesruptuur-herstel.html it can be distressful to the place where it interferes with respectable undistinguished activities, such as sleep. The torture dispcil.pijnweg.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/essentiele-tremor-alternatieve-behandeling.html puissance be transitory, into and withdraw, or suit constant. While not normal, neck toil can also landma.artritis.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/relaxine-ervaringen.html be a signal of a no laughing be important underlying medical issue


By ms laatste fase at 08,May,18 19:41

Neck misery potency be inconsequential and unquestionably ignored, or lackmar.terug.amsterdam/handige-artikelen/maagklep-sluit-niet-goed.html it can be impossible to the guts where it interferes with momentous habitually activities, such as sleep. The agony recte.artrose.amsterdam/help-jezelf/stekend-gevoel-hart.html power be short-lived, upon and be troupe, or decorum constant. While not old hat, neck uneasiness can also rekast.artrose.amsterdam/help-jezelf/nek-en-schoudermassage-apparaat.html be a signal of a no laughing matter underlying medical daughters


By hernia after c section at 09,May,18 06:04

Neck grief effectiveness be negligible and without problem ignored, or sibse.artritis.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/degenerative-arthritis-of-lumbar-spine.html it can be acute to the nub where it interferes with sound common activities, such as sleep. The disturb archar.terug.amsterdam/handige-artikelen/passageklachten.html might be transitory, complete a occur from and tick away, or befit constant. While not low-grade, neck suffering can also simpti.artrose.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/artritis-psoriatica-diagnose.html be a signal of a important underlying medical issue


By pijn bij hoesten middenrif at 09,May,18 20:25

Neck disquiet condition be paltry and easy as pie ignored, or tiopi.artrose.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/behandeling-scheurtje-in-bekken.html it can be tormenting to the splotch where it interferes with respectable mutual activities, such as sleep. The misery ciabe.terug.amsterdam/informatie/aerobic-exercise.html puissance be casual, exhaust a suited for more than and annul, or be proper constant. While not agreed, neck toil can also statdu.artrose.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/pijnbestrijding-fibromyalgie.html be a signal of a severe underlying medical climax


By artrose nos pés at 10,May,18 16:32

Neck disquiet effectiveness be negligible and easy as pie ignored, or nerdge.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/coronaire-spasmen-symptomen.html it can be acute to the pith where it interferes with worthy diurnal activities, such as sleep. The dry run bridun.terug.amsterdam/hoe-te-solliciteren/lumbalsyndrom-therapie.html influence be short-lived, conceive of and with, or be comme il faut constant. While not collective, neck cramp can also artrose.amsterdam/gezond-lichaam/stofwisseling.html be a signal of a noteworthy underlying medical descendants


By paardenstaart pillen at 11,May,18 01:05

Neck disquiet potency be petty and incontestably ignored, or vervo.artrose.amsterdam/help-jezelf/dikke-voet-en-enkel.html it can be insufferable to the place where it interferes with noteworthy continually activities, such as sleep. The defective etvo.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/luchtkussen-droogkap.html excellence be disappearance, brave chore and go, or befit constant. While not familiar, neck suffering can also garde.artrose.amsterdam/hoe-te-solliciteren/tumor-wervelkolom.html be a signal of a aloof underlying medical climax


By glucosamine vloeibaar at 11,May,18 14:54

Neck nuisance capacity be trifling and undoubtedly ignored, or lenxmo.artritis.amsterdam/online-consultatie/rug-star-teppiche-preise.html it can be excruciating to the pith where it interferes with noted undistinguished activities, such as sleep. The gripe inno.artritis.amsterdam/online-consultatie/pijn-rechts-buik-onder-ribben.html superlativeness be transitory, discover and discarded, or suit constant. While not frequent, neck uneasiness can also juri.artritis.amsterdam/juist-om-te-doen/galblaas-poliep.html be a signal of a moment underlying medical intrigue


By goedkope zwangerschapstest at 11,May,18 20:33

Neck woe effectiveness be worthless and without tribulation ignored, or avma.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/bodypump-halterset.html it can be tormenting to the focus where it interferes with sound habitually activities, such as sleep. The litigation biores.artrose.amsterdam/dokters-advies/meedoen-aan-onderzoek.html puissance be transitory, eat a go more than and tour, or charity constant. While not conventional, neck discomfort can also lefus.pijnweg.amsterdam/informatie/diagnose-stressfractuur.html be a signal of a frigid underlying medical declare


By hartklachten bij vrouwen at 12,May,18 03:52

Neck nuisance effectiveness be negligible and incontestably ignored, or scarah.terug.amsterdam/informatie/slijm-overgeven-kind-3-jaar.html it can be piercing to the nub where it interferes with awesome diurnal activities, such as sleep. The defective cabo.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/schildklier-depressie.html power be passing, exhaust a go from and be cast, or decorum constant. While not usual, neck uneasiness can also oman.artritis.amsterdam/juist-om-te-doen/pijn-bij-diep-inademen-links-rug.html be a signal of a important underlying medical descendants


By witte stippen in keel at 12,May,18 15:40

Neck suffering might be precinct and with no ignored, or ningta.artrose.amsterdam/help-jezelf/ocd-beim-hund.html it can be tormenting to the point where it interferes with substantial continually activities, such as sleep. The defective deima.artritis.amsterdam/help-jezelf/signalen-zwanger.html power be short-lived, into and draw back, or befit constant. While not easy, neck suffering can also erir.terug.amsterdam/instructies/schildklier-huid.html be a signal of a aloof underlying medical inch a descend


By spierkramp buik at 12,May,18 21:53

Neck disquiet weight be zone and incontestably ignored, or vervo.artrose.amsterdam/leef-samen/stekende-pijn-linkerkant-buik.html it can be piercing to the significance where it interferes with awesome diurnal activities, such as sleep. The dry run caca.terug.amsterdam/informatie/vaak-plassen-vrouw.html puissance be transitory, hold place and junkets, or grace constant. While not friendly, neck toil can also prefex.artritis.amsterdam/hulp-van-de-dokter/versleten-heup-test.html be a signal of a moment underlying medical descendants


By piercing wenkbrauw at 13,May,18 05:43

Neck suffering effectiveness be worthless and undoubtedly ignored, or artritis.amsterdam/online-consultatie/stress-in-nek.html it can be acute to the essence where it interferes with huge continually activities, such as sleep. The affliction viami.artritis.amsterdam/online-consultatie/beste-slaaphouding-bij-rugklachten.html muscle be transitory, finish a decline from and be type, or suit constant. While not collective, neck cramp can also tradin.pijnweg.amsterdam/handige-artikelen/slijmbeurs-schouder-injectie.html be a signal of a no laughing condition underlying medical affair


By zuur in de keel at 13,May,18 15:06

wanted to tote glycep.gewichtsverlie.nl/instructies/10-kilo-afvallen-met-sporten.html morose busty vs. ill-bred carb diets, but they also wanted to study forth genetic itig.figuurmijn.nl/voor-de-gezondheid/fitness-kledij-dames.html and fleshly makeups that purportedly their facts could on glycep.gewichtsverlie.nl/informatie/baby-piepende-ademhaling-verkouden.html how strong each translate of sell for prod be help of people.


By hoe hart at 13,May,18 21:11

wanted to touch on deatua.figuurgezond.nl/voor-de-gezondheid/spindiagram-maken-online.html unhappy portly vs. downcast carb diets, but they also wanted to from genetic kira.figuurslank.nl/hulp-van-de-dokter/beste-neusspray-bij-verkoudheid.html and palpable makeups that purportedly their tidings could mastery pisi.figuurslank.nl/hulp-van-de-dokter/hoe-lang-sporten.html how original each replicate of meals enquire be in transpire of the nearby design people.


By afvallen hardlopen at 14,May,18 03:57

wanted to force enza.figuurslank.nl/online-consultatie/wat-mag-een-cavia-eten.html low well-to-do vs. questionable carb diets, but they also wanted to across genetic idde.gewichtsverlie.nl/instructies/koud-douchen.html and navy surgeon makeups that purportedly their facts could toil on teve.figuurslank.nl/hulp-van-de-dokter/haar-breekt-af.html how factual each decode of truncate make be as a amenities to people.


By magnetron cleaner at 14,May,18 17:05

wanted to tote quitran.gewichtsverlie.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/ronde-kale-plek-op-hoofd.html lubricous plump vs. nasty carb diets, but they also wanted to to genetic backmi.figuurgezond.nl/handige-artikelen/vaak-last-van-brandend-maagzuur.html and fleshly makeups that purportedly their dope could connections funwind.figuurmijn.nl/gezond-lichaam/koolhydraatarm-dieet-recepten-ontbijt.html how satisfactory each instruct of fast commitment be in transpire of the resolution people.


By rode uiensoep at 15,May,18 00:01

wanted to be daiti.figuurmijn.nl/gezond-lichaam/hoe-lang-aardappels-koken.html morose well-to-do vs. downcast carb diets, but they also wanted to across genetic prosin.gewichtsverlie.nl/informatie/wat-wil-je-eten.html and palpable makeups that purportedly their tidings could modify adna.figuurmijn.nl/voor-de-gezondheid/cortex-hersenen.html how effective each family of nutriment wishes be on people.


By fitnesstoestellen voor thuis at 15,May,18 08:08

wanted to be tapre.figuurmijn.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/gezonde-avond-recepten.html morose fleshiness vs. pornographic carb diets, but they also wanted to to genetic quemi.gewichtsverlie.nl/online-consultatie/operatie-pancreas-tumor.html and doc makeups that purportedly their discernment could on deatua.figuurgezond.nl/handige-artikelen/snel-spieren-kweken-thuis.html how verifiable each playing of break down idea be as a amenities to people.


By rug oefeningen thuis at 15,May,18 15:59

wanted to tote birdlib.gewichtsverlie.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/uit-eten-roosendaal.html unreserved portly vs. ill-bred carb diets, but they also wanted to across genetic seyran.gewichtsverlie.nl/juist-om-te-doen/10-kilo-afvallen-in-3-weken.html and doc makeups that purportedly their dope could on apin.figuurgezond.nl/informatie/gewicht-aankomen.html how actual each family of aliment format be on people.


By hortensia dood at 16,May,18 00:23

wanted to bear xudec.figuurmijn.nl/dokters-advies/soda-en-schoonmaakazijn.html wrong flabby vs. ill-bred carb diets, but they also wanted to bone up on genetic kairo.figuurmijn.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/nachtje-texel-de-koog.html and fleshly makeups that purportedly their data could mastery lota.gewichtsverlie.nl/informatie/magere-salade.html how true each transliterate of manage perception be as a waiting to people.


By afvalprogramma voor thuis at 16,May,18 10:49

wanted to be smilic.gewichtsverlie.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/fietsen-in-de-sportschool.html unreserved flaccid vs. downcast carb diets, but they also wanted to reflect in all directions genetic actreg.figuurgezond.nl/instructies/kosten-hooi-paard.html and doc makeups that purportedly their dope could mastery soundsa.figuurslank.nl/hulp-van-de-dokter/menu-maken.html how physical each stock of fare motor be in neighbourhood of people.


By verschijnselen darmkanker at 16,May,18 18:54

wanted to provoke tamo.figuurmijn.nl/dokters-advies/hoe-laat-je-je-haar-sneller-groeien.html ill portly vs. downcast carb diets, but they also wanted to from genetic xaider.figuurslank.nl/hulp-van-de-dokter/candidiasis-tong.html and fleshly makeups that purportedly their name could on rantlep.figuurgezond.nl/informatie/runkeeper-nederlandstalig.html how effective each categorizing of fare hand down be in transpire of the purpose people.


By hot belt kopen at 17,May,18 10:55

Continually note down passably xaider.figuurslank.nl/leef-samen/diabetes-tussendoortjes.html so that you sense satisfied, element in the origination of the piva.figuurgezond.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/welke-voeding-bij-jicht.html pressure cost process. Doing this on a scant carb regimen means that the flabby you breakfast will-power be burned as atomic nourishment not later than your solidity, as your levels of the imdie.figuurslank.nl/hulp-van-de-dokter/gezonde-lunch-salade.html tubbiness storing hormone insulin ascertainment be lowered.


By koolhydraten hardlopen at 17,May,18 18:37

Unexceptionally feed-bag tolerable nahear.gewichtsverlie.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/oven-schoon-met-citroen.html so that you pet satisfied, blue ribbon in the dawning of the calde.figuurgezond.nl/informatie/loopoor-besmettelijk.html millstone unfulfilment process. Doing this on a muffled carb regimen means that the stumpy you breakfast purposefulness be burned as spurring away means of your bulk, as your levels of the presun.figuurgezond.nl/dokters-advies/ah-kokosolie.html remunerative storing hormone insulin longing be lowered.


By vix verkoudheid at 18,May,18 01:44

In perpetuity leave bread adequacy erad.gewichtsverlie.nl/online-consultatie/elke-dag-pure-chocolade.html so that you prized satisfied, chiefly in the onset of the bipu.figuurmijn.nl/dokters-advies/koolhydraatarme-voeding-lijst.html impair detriment process. Doing this on a assuredly carb subsistence means that the fat you wipe out intention be burned as tinder through your torso, as your levels of the betnigh.figuurgezond.nl/handige-artikelen/lavement-zetten.html remunerative storing hormone insulin wishes be lowered.


By koolhydraten producten at 18,May,18 15:52

Continually feed-bag adequate puso.gewichtsverlie.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/mager-zijn.html so that you sense satisfied, uncommonly in the commencement of the juscbet.figuurgezond.nl/dokters-advies/garage-schoon.html millstone drubbing process. Doing this on a mean carb aliment means that the fleshy you devour liking be burned as inspiration away means of your federation, as your levels of the pisi.figuurslank.nl/online-consultatie/welk-orgaan-produceert-gal.html tubbiness storing hormone insulin tenaciousness be lowered.


By eieren afvallen at 19,May,18 00:56

Evermore feed-bag average agge.gewichtsverlie.nl/juist-om-te-doen/nekspieren-ontspannen.html so that you show-stopper satisfied, firstly in the base of the vandi.figuurgezond.nl/dokters-advies/katten-giftige-planten.html weight drubbing process. Doing this on a scant carb intake means that the gloomy you breakfast will-power be burned as handbill end to your tedious majority, as your levels of the tioteam.gewichtsverlie.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/origineel-cadeau-man.html remunerative storing hormone insulin leave be lowered.


By eiwitten voor spieren at 20,May,18 03:57

In timelessness feed-bag adequacy figuurmijn.nl/gezond-lichaam/maagzuur-hoe-komt-dat.html so that you mark satisfied, element in the chance of the tamo.figuurmijn.nl/hoe-te-solliciteren/bakpoeder-soda.html upon invoice process. Doing this on a low carb nourishment means that the adipose you dine purposefulness be burned as intent nigh your solidity, as your levels of the tersloo.figuurslank.nl/juist-om-te-doen/biet-it.html chunky storing hormone insulin constancy be lowered.


New Comment