So im 16 now, throughout my life ive never been able to keep friends. My family say its because they take advantage of me because im too nice.
Ever since i started high school life been with every different group of friend and have been pushed out and left alone.
In year 10 I thought i finally found a group where i thought i would be accepted i was happy...for the last time.
I dont know why this happened to me but it did, a rumour went round that i had a naked picture when diddnt. i lost all my friends and only 1 person would talk to me. everybody neglected me and even teachers said i was lying, nobody had seen this picture yet they all believed it. i felt lucky to keep one friend out of the whole school she was all i had but i recently lost her because she choose her boyfriend over me. Now im in year 11 i sit by myself in every class nobody talks to me im always alone. At home things are no better, my family dont believe me that its not me, my dad constantly mentally abuses me that the thought of it makes me cry, i find myself crying myself to sleep every night now he constantly puts me down calling me names and threatening to hit me my mums nice but snapps quickly and takes the mental abuse from my dad aswell.. and my brother hes so protective i cant go in the garden alone. ive ran away once just to get my head clear and now im seriously considering moving out and away for good. | |