Well, where do I begin.
My father was an alcoholic. He abused my mother and me. He once beat me to the point I stopped breathing. I was dead for about a minute. Nobody knows if he raped me because my mother worked 3 jobs and I was alone with him. Than one day he decided he's gonna try to kill my mother. I had to watch him choke her and punch her in the stomach.
We moved after that. My mother got tired of him beating us. And just when I thought it was over. My father gets out of jail and starts stalking us. He tried to kidnap me.
My mother married another abusive man. He use to tell me I'm a stupid Bosnian bitch and a piece of shit. He was an alcoholic too. For years, all I heard was screaming and shouting. My mother has mental breakdowns every few years because of the stuff she went through. So one day she told me to go kill myself.
So I took a bunch of pills and my step-dad the damn alcoholic didn't say anything just watched me swallow a bunch of pills. Doctors told me I have severe depression, OCD, anxiety, anger problems, and severe mood swings. I'm only 13 but doctors told me my brain is that of a 17 year old.They also told me that i don't remember my abuse or rape because my brain shut down, and one day its gonna open up and I'm gonna see all them bad memories.
& a few months ago my brothers friend sexually assaulted me. I have horrible self esteem. I act like a slut to get attention sometimes because I can't get it any other way.
And that's not even half of it.
Yeah, all this in only 13 years of my life. My life sucks.