So a couple of months ago I told my story on here (the story)...
I'm still stuck. I have been stealing my neighbor's wifi (which is a very bad connection and IDK who it even belongs to to ask if I can use it) to periodically check on job postings and whatnot hoping I can find something close by and pray that somehow all the pieces fall into place. Well this has been uneventful and nothing has happened with my job hunt. I still have no car. I still have no real way out. Then yesterday morning we got a phone call from out of the country that my boyfriend's mother passed away after an extended illness. He left this morning to be at her funeral. He can't come back due to his immigration status and knows this. He hasn't made any contact as I have no phone and his family has no internet in his home country. He has left me here alone in the middle of nowhere (without one red cent) to care for our son how??? The only option I have is to email my parents and ask them to drive 6 hours and move us out of here and in with them... When it's known it's "not an option" to live with them. FML... I just want to curl up in a ball and die. It was hard enough that my mother-in-law died as I loved her very much, but now that he's gone as well and our son and I may never see him again and I don't know how to get a job without a car or an appropriate wardrobe.... It's the hardest thing I've ever been through. Make it stop hurting... PLEASE. | |
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I hope this helps. Please remember that your son will love you unconditionally no matter what and will always be happy knowing that you are by his side.
its clear that you are a hambeast... so your genetics are fucked..
on top of that he was a illegal foreigner.... so he must have been ugly too
u couldnt find a local man coz u were ugly and fat...
shame on you for giving birth to that kid...
that kid's life is fucked in every way possible...
kill him/her in his/her sleep .. otherwise even if he or he manages to grow up ... he/she will hate your guts for giving him/her birth coz he/she is definitely fucked genetically and ugly and poor
and dont waste your time praying to a non existent being.. he wont help you coz he dont exist..
My sister did that at around your age when she was struggling to take care of her children. It sucked in some ways for her but it helped her get back on her feet as well.
You need to be able to think and it's really hard to do that if you're worried about how you and your child are going to not starve.
Do it!
Easier said than done - I know - but, heck, beats where you're at now doesn't it?
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