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Still tired of living...

Posted by anonymous at July 30, 2010
Tags: 2010 July  Unemployment

So a couple of months ago I told my story on here (the story)...

I'm still stuck. I have been stealing my neighbor's wifi (which is a very bad connection and IDK who it even belongs to to ask if I can use it) to periodically check on job postings and whatnot hoping I can find something close by and pray that somehow all the pieces fall into place. Well this has been uneventful and nothing has happened with my job hunt. I still have no car. I still have no real way out. Then yesterday morning we got a phone call from out of the country that my boyfriend's mother passed away after an extended illness. He left this morning to be at her funeral. He can't come back due to his immigration status and knows this. He hasn't made any contact as I have no phone and his family has no internet in his home country. He has left me here alone in the middle of nowhere (without one red cent) to care for our son how??? The only option I have is to email my parents and ask them to drive 6 hours and move us out of here and in with them... When it's known it's "not an option" to live with them. FML... I just want to curl up in a ball and die. It was hard enough that my mother-in-law died as I loved her very much, but now that he's gone as well and our son and I may never see him again and I don't know how to get a job without a car or an appropriate wardrobe.... It's the hardest thing I've ever been through. Make it stop hurting... PLEASE.


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By anonymous at 05,Aug,10 06:41

Try and establish a social network if you can't make friends easily try letting your son make them for you, through an activity or just playing in the park with someones child. Chances are that someone will have a wealth of information that could help you improve your situation or are in the same boat. Also try using the wireless conection to find out about charitys and the services they offer, they will have help ranging from your living situation to your wardrobe issue and will try and help you get a job and back on your feet.
I hope this helps. Please remember that your son will love you unconditionally no matter what and will always be happy knowing that you are by his side.
By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 14:59

amen to that.

By anonymous at 06,Aug,10 00:41

hey lady.. why the hell did you have kids with him?

its clear that you are a hambeast... so your genetics are fucked..

on top of that he was a illegal foreigner.... so he must have been ugly too

u couldnt find a local man coz u were ugly and fat...

shame on you for giving birth to that kid...

that kid's life is fucked in every way possible...

kill him/her in his/her sleep .. otherwise even if he or he manages to grow up ... he/she will hate your guts for giving him/her birth coz he/she is definitely fucked genetically and ugly and poor

and dont waste your time praying to a non existent being.. he wont help you coz he dont exist..
By anonymous at 09,Aug,10 22:15

wow people hurt and u son of a bitch gonna act like you got all the answers? no i bet you are fat and ugly because beautiful people dont make people feel less than them so if your life so perfect get the fuck off this site and go kill yourself because people like you are the reason people hurt
By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 15:01 Fold Up

yea! get a life n stop posting these stupid comments. this is real life. i just hope the lady just scrolls over them.
By anonymous at 29,Sep,10 12:56 Fold Up

This guy is evil. he is the devil. There are evil people who try to take you down. Don't listen to him. If you ignore evil people like this they will go away.

By anonymous at 06,Aug,10 05:23

Goddammit! some ugly bastards are on the loose for makin ugly comments on this post, ignore these low life big black dick sucking faggots, move on and do your best for you and your kid. Best of luck.

By anonymous at 06,Aug,10 09:14

You really need to get yourself some help! I don't know where you live, but find the charities or churches in your area and ask for help.

By anonymous at 09,Aug,10 11:23

My best advice is to move in with your parents for a few months, if that's possible?

My sister did that at around your age when she was struggling to take care of her children. It sucked in some ways for her but it helped her get back on her feet as well.

You need to be able to think and it's really hard to do that if you're worried about how you and your child are going to not starve.

By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 04:59

i can help u ti get a job
By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 15:04

um...unless she's stupid or naive, u might wanna do more to not sound like a perv who just wants to create the next porn star.

By anonymous at 29,Aug,10 20:31

Dude. Sounds like a blessing in disguise to me. Find the strength (won't be easy obviously, I know, but find it somewhere), get up off your ass, and GO! Start your life now. This is a great opportunity to slowly build yourself up to the woman you know you can be.

Do it!

Easier said than done - I know - but, heck, beats where you're at now doesn't it?

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