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Posted by anonymous at July 31, 2010
Tags: Abuse  Attitude  2010 July  Juvenile problems

Well lets see...
Last year, when I was 14, my (now ex) boyfriend sexually harassed me. HE would shove his hands (and finger) places where I didn't want them and wouldn't let me resist. Then when I broke up with him he made my life hell by blaming me for his depression and how he waqs suicidal.
Then another guy decided he'd tell me about how he was suicidal and also blamed me.
I started cutting myself In January. And since last August I have had an eating disorder where I only eat dinner and throw it up straight after.
I havn't told anyone any of this before.
I get called good looking by guys ad some girls, but to myself I see a fat ugly biyatch.
Up until this year I have always been the nerdy straight-A chick. Now my teachers tell me I dont put any effort in, am not enthusuastic, need to improve. No one gets that I don't give a f***! I have other stuff going on in my life and I'm still decently passing so why bother?
My family have tight as rules and I'm not allowed out after 6pm unless I'm with friends and supervised by an adult my parents know. Im 15 for gods sake I think I can look after myself.

I don't know why I'm so f***ed up thats why I almost want to be raped or something to have an excuse.

I can't see myself living after high school unless I become a cop. My parents don't want me to become a cop because I 'am too smart for that.' They don;t get that I can do what I want.
I would kill myself, but I don't wanna die fat. 99lb is too fat.

Life Sucks.


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By anonymous at 08,Aug,10 21:37

You cannot take care of yourself if guys can forcibly put their fingher in your woo-hoo. You need to protect that from all invaders!


By anonymous at 09,Aug,10 00:46

let me tell you girl, bulimia and cutting are closely associated. the fact that you want yourself to be harmed is a form of masochism. chances are, at your youth, you were most likely abused. you probably have an alcoholic family structure where you were taught that is was wrong to express emotions. pretty soon, you will be covered with scars and it sucks when people look at others with scars like they are mutants. stop the self hate. just live with your parents untill you can move, then work on expressing your emotions. bulimia ruins your teeth. esophical ulcers, a messed up gag reflex. after you stop, you will suffer the after effects. like when you eat, the food will try to come back out. saveyour teeth. you won't know until it all catches up to you. find another vice. you know what works? since you are seeking a release, that's what cutting and bulimia are all aobut, try purchasing a mega-strong garbage can and beating the crap out of it, or take a martial arts class where you can punch a bag. it's a better release than harming your body. good luck girl. and stop the masochism. chances are, you were abused as a child and cannot remember or are living in denial. my thoughts are with you.


By anonymous at 09,Aug,10 06:58

YOUR A STUPID 15 YR OLD, PEOPLE R STUPID, LIFE SUCKS, SUCK IT UP, YOUR JUST A LITTLE GIRL, AND ALL THESE COMMENTS MAKE ME SICK, THESE PEOPLE GIVING YOU ADVICE ON HOW TO GET BETTER... YOUR THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN STOP YOURSELF FROM ACTING LIKE THAT, AND THINKING LIKE THAT, "THE ONLY THING I WANT TO DO IS BE A COP" SO BE A COP, BECAUSE U WANT 2, NOT BECAUSE YOUR PARENTS DONT WANT U 2, SO NOW THATS ALL U WANT, YOUR STUPID SMARTN UP IF YOU WERE MY CHILD ID BEAT U. BE STONG....U CAN DO IT... YOUR BETTER THAN THAT.... THESE PEOPLE R WRONG, YOUR NOT BETTER THAN THAT IF THATS HOW U TRY TO GET YOUR ATTENTION... WAH WAH WAH CRY ME A RIVER, I THOUGHT JUST LIKE U WHEN I WAS 15, NO ONE LOVES ME @ 90LBS, IM TOO FAT , I NEED TO PUKE, AND TAKE DIET PILLS,AND LET GUYS TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME, WELL GUESS WHAT, NO ONE CAN TELL U THAT YOUR GOOD ENOUGH TILL U TELL YOURSELF THAT. IM DONE, IM NOT GIVING U ADVISE, BECAUSE YOUR SMART, AND YOU KNOW WHAT U NEED TO DO TO BE A BETTER FRIEND,DAUGHTER, STUDENT... U KNOW. DONT ACT SO STUPID, ITS NOT ATTRACTIVE...FROM A PERSON THATS ALREADY BEEN THERE DONE THAT....
By anonymous at 09,Aug,10 22:51

u a ugly lil bitch u overgrown cheese burger i hope u die
By anonymous at 11,Aug,10 02:20 Fold Up

WOW!
By anonymous at 17,Aug,10 14:40 Fold Up

You is a real fucker
By at 21,Aug,10 12:29 Fold Up

Please don't mind this demon, for he is just a little pissed off because he has needle-dick syndrome. he can't give you advise because alas..He is retarded. "If you were my child, I'd beat you"..and that's why God has given you the magical One-inch, needle thin sowing needle in your pants that is only useful for sowing some knitted DICK-WARMERS for your daddy every night. I have a little cage, JUST waiting for you. I sha'll label it "My Lil' Bitch".

See you in hell.
By at 21,Aug,10 12:53 Fold Up

...And get real. She's 15 years old. Surely you should know exactly how challenging it is. Truth is, your just as corrupt as the society out there, so you seek a 15 year old girl who needs assistance and crush her like she was a bug. Personaly, YOU make me sick. Witches deserve to stay in hell. You make it sound like she knows everything. If "She knew", this post wouldn't have exsisted, would it?
To keep it short, she needs assistance...Everyone does. I'm sure you did too. Take your bitch-oscity somewhere else.
By anonymous at 01,Feb,11 20:18 Fold Up

you are the most retarded person on earth.is anominous short for A hole? you are just like this person i know who insulted 3 whole cultures 3 times in one after noon. get a life you b*tch. shes 15,shes going to make mistakes.when you were 15 would You listen to yourself?you are going to say , yes i would, but, you wouldnt.YOU WOULDNT.GET A LIFE YOU A**


By anonymous at 09,Aug,10 22:51

let mi tell u something i use to cutt ma self to cuz i wuz badd i wuz depress n i almost killed ma self bt den i found ma bf he means everything to mii n ma bestfriend who has always been dere for mii bt wat im trying to say is dat u gotta look for dat person whos makes u happy or dat thing


By anonymous at 10,Aug,10 15:24

YOU WINEY FUCKING CUNT I LIVE IN J TOWN I JUST LOST 6 OF MY BEST FRIENDS TO DRUS CARTELLS I HAVE TO SELL DRUGS TO LIVE FOR FOOD AND MONEY I HAVE NO PARENTS AND I'M ONLY 16 LIVING WITH A BUNCH OF RANDOM PEOPLE IN A SAFE HOUSE IS NO FUNN I COULD BE KIDNAPPED TORTUED ANY TIME TO BE INTEROGATED BY OTHER DRUG PUSHERS FOR INFO ON WERE MY I GET MY SUPPLIES AAND IF I GIVE UP THAT INFO THEY'LL LET ME GO BUT THE PEOPLE I'M WORKING FOR WILL KILL ME TOO SO RE THINK YOUR FUCKING LIFE YOU HAVE NO IDEA WAT I'D BE WILLING TO TO TRADE WITH YOU YOU UNGARTEFUL WINEY BITCH!
By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 14:43

i hope someone's able to delete stupid comments like these.
Girl, just SCROLL OVER stupid comments like this. u'll only get more depressed.
By anonymous at 17,Aug,10 14:41 Fold Up

How do you afford a fuckin computer then twat face
By at 21,Aug,10 12:35 Fold Up

It's "Ungrateful" for such a piece of trash like you to pester others of how such an "Excellent life" they have. No matter the lifestyle, everyone has their downs.

So why don't you play in the trash can and stop using "rich-people" technology not suited for your bitch-oscity. If you have problems, find a way to solve them...instead of sitting on your ass and belittling others. Psh...Sad..Truely Sad. But I understand...You don't have a life anymore. This is "free-time" for you.
I will personally see YOU in hell...and have a little bird cage waiting for you to live in.
By anonymous at 01,Feb,11 20:22 Fold Up

first off if you cared about yourself,you wouldnt have done drugs.second off, ALL OF YOU A**ES THAT KEEP SAYING THAT THIS GIRL IS A WHINING LITTLE B*TCH, GUESS WHAT NOW YOUR THE WHINNING LITTLE B*TCH.SO SHUT UP YOU A HOLES.


By anonymous at 11,Aug,10 02:18

Wow u think 99 pounds to fat well that's niceI feel offended anyways your not fat your just fine the way you are don't be s**pid you can live a healthy life as long as you are healthy ok and whoever tried to rape you that's just way outta line!!!!!!!


By Ginger at 11,Aug,10 15:12

(( pounds is too light you should weigh at least 125 or just below at 120 that is otimal weight I did and became bulemic. I have got over my eating disorder. I get compliments from al the men where i work and they are doctors I work at he hospital and I have seen girls like you and it breaks y heart to see them thim as a rail. If you eat right exercise you should be able to mange your wieght. layboff th esoda and junk and you shold be fine. Try improve please just for a hurse who is consered and the guys the blame you they are jerk there is no one to blame but them selves. I fwant to be police woman go for it and after apply for the police acadamy and you need put some wieght or fail the physical and your dream wil dashed I am a RN. Get some help for your eating dis order I f want my info on that my site is (tm30110@ ayhoo.com) do use the perenthiies or it will sent back. Ginger.


By anonymous at 12,Aug,10 08:37

suicidal people are not suicidal because you didnt fix them.

they are suicidal because they are broken.

it is unreasonable to ever think that someone can fix someone else. someone else must put themselves in a mental place, on purpose, in order to receive fixing- which could be as simple as accepting what good there IS in life. but they have to do it.

you can lead a horse to water- you cant ever make him drink.

eating like that kills your metabolism, and makes your bones week, not to mention screws up how your body regulates your mood (Which i am guessing is an issue right now??)

food is calories, calories are energy, energy is meant to flow. eat food all the time- good food, full of vitamins, minerals, vitamin rich fats (vita A, D, E, and K are only found in fats, and you can loose your sanity and bones without them), lean meats and anything that has been touched by the sun. be active all the while. walk. run for fun. play tag with kids. who cares what others think? swing on the monkey bars! the food energy flows in, and is exerted by your body and your mood. everything feels good when you let that happen for you.

when you restrict your calories to the point where you are hardly eating anything, most people experience severe depression, and like life is deplorable. that is a normal symptom of being sick- with starvation.

try being healthy on purpose to solve your problems--- not more violently destructive to solve them. the latter just doesn't make sense right? It just makes things worse. Grapple for what is right and healthy- you aren't powerless. C'ome on girl! THINK about it! ^.^


By ME at 14,Aug,10 14:14

99 pounds is not fat...im 105 punds and im skinny babe...ur not fat at all....screw ur ex..move on... talk to other people about ur cutting and they can help uu ...take councelling classes..kk


By anonymous at 16,Aug,10 19:20

you are an intellegant girl but sometimes in our lives we all encouter situations where people dont like us . for what ever reason try to stand back for a second and think you are not fat or ugly ,that is other people trying to throw there inacuadies in life meaning they are better than you but you are a stronger and better person than that ps pls look after your self beeee strong


By Ella at 17,Aug,10 14:39

Hey girl,
Life is shit! Some people get lucky in life. Where nothing like that happens. But trust me, when someone or people who come into your life like that they will of course make you fee like hell you just gotta move on baby. You got some good friends? Then your lucky. you a smart girl? Then your lucky.
Boys like them scums are worth dying anyway. You a pretty girl? Go and get a decent girl, don't you dare give a flying fuck for those who treat you badly.
Your parents may annoy you but at least they care for you.
Have a nice life.


By anonymous at 28,Aug,10 21:31

LoL to the raging drug seller. u have to live by selling drugs and yet u find the time to read random websites like this and comment. hope ur next in line for the "drug cartels". ur life is the one that sucks, imo, if u have nothing better to do and try to kick people who are already down


By at 21,Sep,10 23:11

SO, IN YOUR UPBRINGING YOU WERE TAUGHT NOT TO EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS, THAT IS WHY YOU ATTRACT THESE DYSFUNCTIONAL MATES. BULIMIA AND CUTTING ARE CLOSELY RELATED. IT IS ALL ABOUT A RELEASE. ANGER? RAGE? YEAH, HOLD IT ALL IN AND LET IT OUT IN YOUR OWN PRIVATE WAY. DON'T DO IT ANYMORE. KNOW THAT YOUR PARENTS ARE PROVIDING YOU ROOF AND FOOD, HOWEVER FOCUS ON GETTING OUT OF THERE. EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS. YOU NEED TO BUILD A FINE DIVISOR BETWEEN WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOURSELF AND WHAT IS HARMFUL. STOP PARTICIPATING IN UNWANTED MASOCHISM. JUST START WORKING ON IT NOW. WHEN YOU WANT TO CUT, RUN YOUR HANDS UNDER COLD WATER. WEAR ELASTIC BANDS ON YOUR WRISTS AND SLAP YOUR WRISTS WITH THE BANDS. GET A NOTEBOOK OR CARDBOARD AND RUN THE PEN THROUGH THE PAPER OR CARDBOARD. TAKE IT OUT ON SOMETHING SAFE, AND NOT GET IN TROUBLE. IT'S A DIFFERENT WORLD WHEN YOU LEARN ABOUT DEALING WITH THESE EMOTIONS HEAD ON RATHER THAN TO HOLD THEM IN AND DEAL WITH THEM IN PRIVATE. YOU KNOW IT ISN'T RIGHT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, THAT IS YOUR INNER SELF TELLING YOU THAT YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS STUFF. YOU KNOW, NOW YOU NEED TO BUILD THE DIVISOR. EXPRESS YOURSELF POSITIVELY AND PRODUCTIVELY AND IF PEOPLE DO NOT AGREE, THEY ARE THE DYSFUNCTIONAL. WELCOME TO STEP ONE OF BREAKING THE CYCLE!!!!! GOOD LUCK.


By anonymous at 19,Dec,10 22:43

omg ur 15 and 99lbs and think ur fat!?!? r u halucinating i no people dat r 10 and weigh 150 all girlz think their ugly except girlz that atually r ugly i understand all uv ur other problemz nd gud luk i hope thingz get better and the part wit ur parentz i PROMISE wil atleast sometime get better


By anonymous at 05,Oct,11 00:34

im a 15 that year old guy. Im am sorry about what happened to u. I first want to tell you 99 lbz is not fat at all. screw it i weigh 215 but im sexy. you seem like a nice person. i understand ur pain. but u do have stuff to life for.
i know it i hard to believe but god luvs u and he put u ont this earth 4 a reason.


By anonymous at 05,Oct,11 00:38

dont listen to all this motherfucking bullshit. girl


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