Hi, everybody... I guess, that's what I should say at first
IT ISN'T WORTH READING... BECAUSE THE ONLY REASON I'M WRITING IT RIGHT NOW IS THAT I'M TOO WEAK. I'M JUST TOO WEAK.
I'm 17. Some years ago I had a dream, and that's what I lived for. I wanted to live in Moscow, I wanted to enter very prestigious University, to earn big sums of money, to be popular. I really wanted this stuff(Besides, as I'm Russian, I want to apologize for my bad English)
But some time ago I fell in love and I just felt how happy I could be. And all this stuff like Moscow, popularity, studying, money, became too meaningless for me. But this relationships with the boy included nothing but sex for him. And I broke up with him at the beginning of the summer.
Now I don't have love and I don't have a dream either. Though in a few weeks I will be in Moscow. Seems like my old dreams have come true.
I just need something to get over this crap. But I don't know what. Friends can't tell me that, parents don't even know about the situation.
And every day I only cry because of good and bad memories when life still meant something to me.
If someone read this stuff, thank u very much. | |
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