my dad loves my sister. mom loves my brother. i have one cool relative he has cancer. i have an overly religious grandmother who talks shit. a crazy aunt. i never knew one grandfather. no family lives to where i moved. i grew up in one state for 12 years and was ripped away from friends and fun..memories. it hurts everyday. my luck is horrible. everyday is a struggle. i have no job im 16. no car. fighting with my girlfriend. losing friends. horrible grades in school. treated like nothing. everyday the stress mounts. i cant leave the house without my computer and room being raided and feel like that i cant even have that. my parents dont understand and ionly try to have fun to get away. i probally have the worst luck in the world. so bad i got a prison tattoo on my arm that says "luck" i thought it would work. trust me it dosent. my life isnt what i want..it killing me inside and im absolutley in depression. all i do is sleep. eat. or go out with friends and get my mind off my shitty exicstence. my mom yesterday listed off why im worthless right in front of my girlfriend. had to wait in a charity line for school shit. brother and sister were bought school shoes i was not. everyday i dread waking the fuck up. and shit can only get worse my whole life. if its not one thing its another. i fucking hate it and im so done with everyone and everything in my fucking life. | |
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Hang in there! Keep trying your best and it will get better in time!
Nothing wrong with you, your brain isnt making serotonin and THIS is why you are sad and feel defeated etc all the time.
I WAS in your shoes years ago and I went to a psychiatrist and got on celexa and I feel NORMAL AND NOT DEPRESSED!!!
THERE IS HOPE!
xo
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