I feel so lost. I'm 17, never had a boyfriend, never been loved, and my social life sucks. People call me a dyke and "scary". My "friends" treat me like crap. When I was younger my parents beat me and verbally abused me. They would threaten to kill me, beat me, and bash my head in. They say I'm annoying and they wish they never had me. I was depressed for three years and was extremely suicidal. I began hurting and cutting myself at 13. I'm never invited to the parties therefore I'm a waste and ridiculed.I just wish I could find someone to love me. Thats all I ask | |
Advice: Love is easy!
You will never have friends until you accept yourself as somebody who is deserving to be loved. Think about it. When you see people on the street, look into their eyes! The look they give you is a reflection of the look you give to them!
Love yourself (find a way) and you will find yourself attractive to others!
I was cutting myself at 13 also!
Love is an illusion. Find somebody that you enjoy to be with, love follows.
I get called a "fag",until I show my membership cards for Thee Dollhouse, Al's Diamond Cabaret, Pacer's and my Playboy Club Key! (Go figure, I am am avid outdoorsman and mountain climber!)
Go show your feminine side!
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