Im 15 and i believe a have some of the worst luck ever. Due to an acident in 6 grade my granma has more teeth than me, i have to wear these yellow denture things intill im like 18, i also beleve i have herpes, i have a perminant stye in my eye and another one coming, and im alwas sick an depressed. because of the herpes i cant due many of the things i looked foward to in life, i cant find a beautifull wife(no woman wants a man with an uncureable STD), have kids, or even go clubin an party. I use to wake up in the mornigs happy to see another school day filled with freinds and lovely females, but now i wish i never woke up. I had 3 loves in life, football, music, an girls. Well i fucked up the football thing myself with my horrindus grades, an well for music i doubt any record company wants to sign a young man with herpes, and girls no girl wants a 15 year old with herpes. I dont even know how i got it i havent been extremyly sexualy active i wack off more than i actualy have intercourse ive only had sex with 3 girls in my whole life one unpretectid but she was a virgin i was her first everything. I first thought i was being punished for that but i noticed every guy i know has had unpretectid sex atleast once an is std free my cuzin has fucked atleast 6 girls unprotectid and hes been checked and is healthyer than a fuckin vegatarian. I have prayed and asked god why plenty of times and im starting to believe ive been punished for watching porn and masturebating to much i hear voices in my head telling me to stop and i will be forgiven and cured im starting to think im skitzo franic, ive attemted suicide many time but nothing works i think im just goin to wait intill ican get ahand of a gun and end it.