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Why life sucks?

Posted by anonymous at October 19, 2009
Tags: Anger  Family  Health  Juvenile problems  October 2009

Sometimes if someone asks me to share my life story I say no. Why? Well it's because I'm scared of what they may think after I'm done. Everyone that has tried to find out I've told to fuck off. And I only opened up to one girl who means so much to me, because she knows how I feel. But now, I think that there are people out there who should know about my life. All I should be considered to you is a 15 year old boy with too much anger, stress and sleeping problems. You don't know my name, you don't know who my friends are, you don't know where I live so why does it matter?

I'm growing up in a dysfunctional family. My father has a range of mental disorders, including bi-polar. My mother has anxiety and depression. She puts all her hope in an imaginary god who doesn't exist. My oldest sister exploits herself in ways I will not describe. My other sister on the other hand is the opposite. She is anti social and is slow. Meaning she thinks differently. Then we come to my brother. He is the worst case. He has drug induced psychosis. (Psychosis from doing many different drugs) From when he was 15-22 he would smoke, weed, crack, snort cocaine, eat shrooms,take heroin, ecstasy. I think weed is fine. I even do it a few times a month. But when it comes to drugs this serious....I can't help but to feel sorry for my brother. Anyway. My brother is on anti psychotic medicine and will be on it for the rest of his life. Now that he's 25 all hope for him is lost really....

Then comes me...I have insomnia, I have a huge anger issue and depression. My depression is caused by thinking about so many negative things. I worry about problems that are not in my control. I just can't help it. I think of killing myself and other people that I hate on a daily basis.

Sometimes I wish really wish I could tell absolutely EVERYTHING to someone. But the only person that I feel I can tell is a wonderful girl I have so many feelings for. She knows quite a bit about me and I know quite a bit about her. But sometimes I really wonder if she feels the same way as I feel about her:(

Besides it would take hours to tell every detail....maybe some things are just better off kept secret...

I hate school and never want to go. I hate so many of the teachers and fucking ass holes that go to my school. I really wish that I could start a fight with one without getting suspended or many of them need to have their lives turned upside down and made tougher. Rich, spoiled douches.

Essentially academically speaking I'm a smart person. I understand almost everything in all my classes. Except when it comes to a stupid test I panic, forget things and screw up! For example. Math. I understood everything. You name it. When the test came I scored something like 70%. Just because I didn't have confidence in myself I panicked and fucked up. School sucks. It barely teaches me anything. I learn more by myself when I'm reading books or surfing the web learning about things that interest me and will be useful in the future. So FUCK SCHOOL.

Right now I'm seeing a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I may be put on some sort of meds. Tell you what though. If the world wasn't so fucked up I would be a way better person.

Although my life isn't as bad as some of the children in Africa that struggle to survive due to lack of food or water, children that have been affected by civil war or have no life is still pretty bad. And if I don't find a way to solve my issues soon I might as well just be dead.

So if you think that your life is shit because your sister always takes the TV remote and you can't watch your favorite TV show. Just shut your little mouth.


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By anonymous at 25,Oct,09 12:39

Wow that had it all. Familly issues, drugs , self exploitation , you even managed to get in a bit about Africa . Well done.
By anonymous at 12,Oct,11 09:46

fuck you do you think we care,go to hell we are all screwed up
By anonymous at 15,Nov,11 05:30

fuck you to
By anonymous at 31,Jan,12 15:28

music is some kind of consolation though.
By anonymous at 04,Dec,11 04:10 Fold Up


By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:17

F*cking cry babies you have FOOD and LIFE, shut up and live your life whether you like it or not, and if u are so f*cked up that u wanna kill others who have NORMAL lives, then you might aswell be dead so you dont f*ck up us NORMAL people's lives. Learn to deal with your problems for christ sake go to a church and cry, then maybe someone will humour you by PRETENDING to care you depressed sh*t, no one wants to hear this, the world is NOT your guidance counsellar!
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:23

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:23

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:23 Fold Up

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:24

HELL YES!! FINALLY! GOD, those stupid pussies need to stop complaining and ruining OUR lives, hopefully they are dead by now, i want to kick the writer's ass PERSONALLY!
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:25

OH my god... you are my idol now...

how nice and smart you are.. i believe in you.. i'll message you later ;)
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:26

k sweet thanks you guys!! my email is if u wanna talk or try to argue with me you F*CKING EMOS!! HAHA, great support guys! :P
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:26

Oh yeah~ how old are you? im 17 female ;)

love ya !
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:28

hahaha woo, well, im 16 male, email me then lol :)Dont worry im not an emo F*CK HEAD like these shitfaces. Might aswell just go cry in a corner, like i wanna beat the sh*t out of these depressed fags. GO RUN AWAY AND GET ADOPTED IF THEY DONT WANT YOU!
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:29

kay ;) where do you live?

We Should meet at somewhere if we live close which that i hope !

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:29

im wpeg manitoba wbu?
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:30

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:30

WHERE U FROM GIRL?! :D close???
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:31

I live in selkirk and im moving to winnipeg at the end of this month... but, are you serious..??
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:32

yesss, cause i said where i was from before you did lol im wonderin if YOU are serious!! :) well email and hope to see you soon babe, send me some pics maybe? ;)
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:33

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:34

lol umm, dont really know u yet but hope tosee you soon! and maybe i will actually love you :)and lets send this depressed kid a video of us f*cking... or having a GOOD life!! make the best of it! see ya! :)
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:34

By anonymous at 02,Dec,11 11:08 Fold Up

what the fuck with u all fucking asshole suck
By anonymous at 05,Dec,11 14:00 Fold Up

FUCK U MAN. u are just an ass and u my friend illl see u in hell.
By anonymous at 02,Dec,11 11:07 Fold Up

fuck up
By anonymous at 06,Dec,11 23:04 Fold Up

If you don't want to hear this than why are you even here? This guy is just expressing his feelings, calm down.
By anonymous at 18,Jan,12 20:57 Fold Up

hey fuck face if you dont wanna here tbis shit dont come on the fucking website like its common sense who raised you a nigger

By anonymous at 08,Dec,11 17:03

Can't we all just get along.
By anonymous at 18,Jan,12 22:14


By at 18,Jan,12 21:07

your life is as miserable as mine

By anonymous at 18,Jan,12 22:12

I have a 9mm and it loaded

By D at 18,Jan,12 22:13

Use it then
By anonymous at 02,Apr,12 00:40

he did

By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 01:42

life sucks and then you die. get used to it little dude. however it will get better to some extent when you are older. also why would you rip on people for posting their seemingly insubstantial problems on a site that is designed for that? whats wrong with you people. none of you would have the balls to say something like that in person hence the anonymous internet comments so quit talking shit you stupid little cunts. its a pity none of your mothers aborted you. if any of you have a problem come on up to montana and im sure you can find many people who would be more than willing to beat the living shit out of you then leave you broken and bleeding in a ditch to die. fuck off, god bless and go to hell.

By anonymous at 28,Jan,12 14:41

Hey bud! Listen I have been through many things you have as well as other things on top of this. I am a 22 year old woman. I wish I was you're age yes as you get older you have freedom but you also have bills and collectors and people harping on you for money all the time. No matter hwat you do it's never enough. I was raised in a family where all of my dreams were shot down. there have been times where i have thought about death but ive determined it's not worth it.I have an 11 month old son at 22 years old I am a young mother. the potential fathers dont give a shit about him. So i am raising him yes i have had help but you think life is hard now wait until you have a child. wait till you have bills to pay mouths to feed rent to pay.diapers to buy. I'm not saying what your going through is fair im not saying its right but things will look up someday.I'm telling you this because I am experiencing it right now.

By anonymous at 31,Jan,12 19:53

I personally agree with you. Life is horrible, but I know that it is for a reason, and this will make you stronger. You are fighting right now, it makes you 1000000x better than the majority of people. 3 weeks ago my best friend who I had known my whole life passed away. I cried, and I started thinking about all the negative stuff that is going around my life. I personally have a very complicated life as well but I believe that this is going to make me the strongest and I am going to be able to surpass all of the future obstacle of life. Thus, don't give up on life, just keep fighting. Finally, I would like to add that if you want to make it better, and feel better, act maturely. Drugs are not going to help you, they will actually put you in a state of isolation from the world, and damage you. Try to help yourself because I am sure you don't want to end up like your family. Try to help them too, if they let you. I am 15 and I have gone through hard things for the past 4 years, I thought life was going to get easier, and funner but believe it didn't, but it will.

By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 08:28

There is nothing wrong with this life. It sounds as if there's lots wrong with the voice in this guys head. The good news is that voice is imaginary. He is the only one that can change it, very sad that he's looking for "other people" or the "world" to change when we all know deep inside that the only real change comes from within. Lot's on angry responses here good luck with those anger issues all of you.

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By Life Sucks at 14,Mar,12 03:08

well this is life and it was designed to suck -

By anonymous at 20,Mar,12 03:15

it's not good

By anonymous at 22,Mar,12 14:01

You guys that comment are horrible, you should go fuck yourselves, I feel sorry for this dude it ain't easy to be in his positions and it takes a lot of balls. It's good for him to get it out of his system, and seriously I hope that you guys commenting badly get stabbed in the throat you fucking cunts

By anonymous at 25,Mar,12 02:41

Wow you have really tough life. And I hope you find things that make you happy since everyone in this world needs to find some happiness in their life.

By at 30,Mar,12 20:01

Fuck this stupid life makes no sense just shut up people, now grow up and work something, don't waste your time on internet just study hard, school is for learning, not for fun. Don't waste your life and questions like "Does god exist"...

By anonymous at 30,Mar,12 20:04

OMG I can't believe how many people and kids die every secund
and I ask myself "Where is God". Don't call me teenage kid cus I know what im talking about.

By anonymous at 15,Apr,12 02:20

I know it's hard to believe in him right now, I feel the same way. But god will take you through hell to get you to heaven. And that doesn't just mean make shit tough so you'll die and go to heaven but make shit tough so eventually life will turn around and you'll find yourself in a situation that feels like heaven. If your going through hell, keep going.

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Ur stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get a hold of urself!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is bigger than you!!!!!!

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