Its funny, I'm starting this with a smile on my face.....how could life suck then right?? I guess I'm smiling cuz I can post this...why that made me smile.....who knows????
Early teen, actually pre-teen. Had to have a breast reduction done; no, not because I was fat and had huge breasts. Was as thin as a board, but huge Dolly Parton breasts. As you can imagine, this gave me problems.
Had the surgery done by a surgeon/butcher, who now happens to be Chief of Surgery.......that kills me!!!!!!!!!!!!! As another surgeon put it, I have the breasts of a fifty year old; and I wasn't even a teen yet. Gone to see many surgeons but none can fix what he did. Cried so many tears, you would think I've cried enough. Twenty three years later; still cry.
Found a guy who was kind enough to accept how I look. We had a baby together. Lost my hair. Now I wouldn't give up my son for anything; I would give my life for him. Was told it was normal to lose hair after a pregnancy, but it never stopped. Now have to wear a wig at all times. His dad and I didn't last.
Can't do anything I want cuz the fucking wig becomes an issue with EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't go swimming, can't go out on windy days, can't go skiing, if around little kids, have to be on constant alert that they don't try to pull it off. Can't go bike riding, can't go on dates cuz not only are my breasts fucked, I have no hair; try explaining that to a future boyfriend.......ya right!!!
I could seriously go on and on about the things I can't do but I think the drift is there.
Yes, yes, there are many who are worse off; in war, etc. But its still extremely hard to live in my shoes.