My name is tim my life didn't always suck I always try to look at the good side of life but since I turned 13 my life has gone downhill. That's when my parents got divorced,ever since then it seems like there has been a hex on me. Right after the divorce I started high school. Highschool is suppose to be fun for most kids not me. I went to 3 diffrent high schools in 4 years. Never makin enough good friends. Wen I graduated I came down with an illness that made my lower back hurt the worst pain I've ever felt in my life turned out to be lukemia. I have been through many rounds and months in the hospital for chemotherapy just to relapse after 4 years. After the chemotherapy it came back so I had to have a bone marrow transplant which was a success but now have a disease called graft versus host disease. Which is caused by my sisters cells not reacting well with my cells. Though I am in remission now I still have many therapie seccesions to deal with this new disease. I also have to get a hip replacement soon due to erosion in my hip due to having to take steroids for the cancer. Also I have money issues due to this disease I have had since turning 18 I am 23 now and I don't feel I have lived a day in my life. I owe money to social security diffrent credit agencies and the irs. I just want to live on my own have a good job and a wife. And right now I have none of that. Due to the chemo I can never have kids,something I have always wanted. I also have to deal with my stepdad not workin so I have to pay him rent. And don't know if I can goin in for surgery on my hip. I just want my life to be like all the kids I saw growing up. But so far nothing in my life has gone the way I wanted. I don't believe in god. If there was a god why would they do this to someone.