My name is tim my life didn't always suck I always try to look at the good side of life but since I turned 13 my life has gone downhill. That's when my parents got divorced,ever since then it seems like there has been a hex on me. Right after the divorce I started high school. Highschool is suppose to be fun for most kids not me. I went to 3 diffrent high schools in 4 years. Never makin enough good friends. Wen I graduated I came down with an illness that made my lower back hurt the worst pain I've ever felt in my life turned out to be lukemia. I have been through many rounds and months in the hospital for chemotherapy just to relapse after 4 years. After the chemotherapy it came back so I had to have a bone marrow transplant which was a success but now have a disease called graft versus host disease. Which is caused by my sisters cells not reacting well with my cells. Though I am in remission now I still have many therapie seccesions to deal with this new disease. I also have to get a hip replacement soon due to erosion in my hip due to having to take steroids for the cancer. Also I have money issues due to this disease I have had since turning 18 I am 23 now and I don't feel I have lived a day in my life. I owe money to social security diffrent credit agencies and the irs. I just want to live on my own have a good job and a wife. And right now I have none of that. Due to the chemo I can never have kids,something I have always wanted. I also have to deal with my stepdad not workin so I have to pay him rent. And don't know if I can goin in for surgery on my hip. I just want my life to be like all the kids I saw growing up. But so far nothing in my life has gone the way I wanted. I don't believe in god. If there was a god why would they do this to someone. | |
Oh yeah, I had a friend who goes to church.. She had leukemia when she was 9 years old and was in chemo for for about 10 years. She had no hair had to wear hats. And I didnt see her for years not even in church. But a few years later I saw her in church she was cured. I dont know how. Maybe she prayed alot, I dont know, now she devotes herself to the church because God saved her. She teaches bible school and is very energetic now and finished college. Youll make it, just be strong.
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