My mom left me when I was 2 years old and I live with my dad and my step mom I fucking hate. I'm 16 and I come home everyday listening to my step mom bitch and complain about my grades. If I do anything wrong my dad kicks my ass. I'm my dads only son n my step mom has 6 of her own. Her kids are all stuck up dickheads. Its imposible to make any friends cuz my sister is the popular 1. I leave home all day and come back late as possible so I didnt have to deal with my dad. He constantly tells me im nothing n I'm going nowhere inlife but prison. I got grounded in our basement all summer because I failed math. No comunication with the outside world, no games, no tv, no movies, just a dinky music player. There was 1 day where I got to hangout or come out of my room. I literary went insane. I always thought about suicide. I had everyrhing all pland out too. I tried to strangle myself, but end up crying to scared to do it. II get made fun of by my family everyday. I ran away but theres no where to go. Cops find u n take u home so u can get your ass wooped by your dad. I found out that skate boarding is my thing. My only get away, that and getting really high off some weed. Since 14 I smoked weed everyday of the week. Basicly feal like a waste of time and I dont have a part in this life. I feal like a nobody | |
Yes, and give up the weed.
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