Eveer since i was a little girl my family showed me little to no love, praise, or encouragement. now that im old enough to somewhat understadn the world around me they've been continually competing for me to be on their side by pitting me against other family members. i'm still in this nightmare. Because of everything they've done to me i now trust nobody, confide to nobody, love none of them, dispise all of them. my life freakin' suckz and it while never change. i cannot refuse my name or escape from they're choking grasp. i only feel truly happy when i'm with a select few people who don't let me be alone when they can help it. | |