My life sucks because i have no goal in life. I tried to find something to achieve, but i always failed because on the way i realized that it wasnt what i really wanted. Then i tried to do something different but the same thing happened. Now i know that i have no clue about what i wanna do with my life. All i have experienced so far, were jobs i never wanted, forced to do by my parents who never stopped complaining about me, sitting and not beginning a career like i should. its not that im lazy or anything, i never stopped working, as a waiter in restaurants or cafeterias, as a receptionist in hotels, as a manager in parkings or as an employer in a house-selling company. Its just that after a year i would quit from all these jobs. because i felt miserable spending 9 hours per day doing a job i hated. Now (forced again by my parents) im working as a flight attendant for an airline, and after 5 months i really wanna quit again. I just had enough. I know ill go back to zero, ill have to start all over again, and end up quitting again, cos i wont like what i will be doing again. Are there other people experiencing the same thing? Or is it just me? Oh, i also quit college after one year, cos i realized that i didnt wanna get a degree or anything.
I really feel like i dont want anything in my life, on a career-job level, but the fact that im forced to earn my own money, makes me get jobs that only make me more and more miserable and i end up always quitting. What should i do?
(please, no ironic answers to my question, they simply....wont help....)
Ahhm, that's it, thats my reality.